A Couple of years ago,
I introduced myself to this
Goddess , and YES, she is a
Goddess of a woman that works(and still does) work near me,
I'll call her "Pam"
At first I introduced myself to her,
and things worked out
Great, she took a liking to me,
She gave me her Cell phone number, but then
my Frickin OCD, kicked in and
Ruined things, COMPLETELY
She wants nothing to do with me, not even to be friens, I want to be with her, Intimately,
every time I see her it's like a DAGGER in my heart, I feel so
EMPTY wondering what COULD have been,

Anyway, My ONLY hope is that,
Someway,Somehow, I can be with her in Heaven, the "Afterlife"
It would take a true MIRACLE,
I want her to see the REAL me,

I don't just want to be friends with "Pam" in the Afterlife, I want to be with her Intimately.

Since I blame BOTH my parents for my
OCD, I tell my Mom and Dad,
You have to make sure, I can be with "Pam" on the Other Side, You two OWE it to me.

I think that in Heaven, "Pam" and I will be Reconciled to Each other, and at LEAST be Friends, After all it is Heaven,
(People don't hate each other in Heaven) Everybody loves each other in Heaven,
But I don't want to be Just Friends with "Pam" in Heaven.

I am NOT "Obsessed" with her or anything, but I want to be with her.

Originally posted by TheAuthenticFan
I am NOT "Obsessed" with her or anything,

Your many posts about her would indicate otherwise.

If I was this woman I would run from you as fast as possible. Your words are obsessive. You talk about wanting to be with her intimately when she has made it clear she wants nothing to do with you. You admit to having OCD and yet deny you are obsessing about this woman. You talk about the afterlife - which she may not even believe in. You are dangerous and I hope she is aware of that and has notified the authorities.

You need help. When someone has made it clear they don't want to be with you then it is time to move onto and find someone who does want to be with you.

Think about someone you disike. How would you feel if that person were obsessed with you and dreaming about you and had convinced themselves that they should be with you?

I hope you are getting some professional help for this.

Yes but since

I am certain that both "Pam" and I
will eventually be in Heaven.
I am Certain that at least, me and her can be friends(because it would be Heaven) and that we could be Reconciled to each-other.
I am NOT stalking her or anybody, nor have I
EVER stalked anyone.
My Concept is that in Heaven, even the most MORTAL and
BITTER of enemies will love each other as fellow human beings and be Reconciled.

True, I may be somewhat "Obsessed" with "Pam"
but it was a TERRIBLE TRADEGY in the
History of Single Guys, she took a
liking to me at first, but then my OCD
kicked and ruined things. An UNSPEAKABLE
InJustice,

I read that on Near-Death.com, that
Heaven is "Exactly what your Imagination needs it to be" If I can't be with "Pam" Intimately on the Other side,
Could I AT LEAST have a "Clone" of her
that would look,sound and feel exactly like her,

Like on Star Trek: TNG "Holograms"

AT LEAST THAT !