A couple of years ago, near where I work, I introduced myself to
"Pam" this GODDESS of a woman who works near me, and still does, at first things worked out Great,
I got her Cell Phone Number,

But then I screwed up BIG TIME, she wants NOTHING to do with me,

My ONLY hope is that someway,somehow, I can be with her,
intimately on the Other Side, the Afterlife, Heaven, she is
a Christian also,
I hope she can see the REAL me.

*sighs*

There is no afterlife. You won't see this "Pam" there, and even if you did, what makes you think she'd like you any better when you arrived? You're all supposed to only love this "Jesus" fellow anyway.. love and relationships won't exist in "Heaven", according to the Bible.

What happens if you don't make it to heaven?

If I can't be with "Pam" in the Afterlife,

Could I at LEAST, have a "Clone" of her
That would look,sound and feel
Exactly like her.?