HaVoK
01-14-2004, 06:26 AM
HER DIARY
Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to
meet at a
bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I
thought
he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no
comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so we
could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had
nothing to do
with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say,
"I love
you, too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing
to do
with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV.; he seemed distant
and
absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed
and to
my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still
felt that
he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided that
I could
not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation
but he
had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with
someone
else. My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today the Titans lost, but at least I got laid.
Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to
meet at a
bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I
thought
he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no
comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so we
could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had
nothing to do
with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say,
"I love
you, too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing
to do
with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV.; he seemed distant
and
absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed
and to
my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still
felt that
he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided that
I could
not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation
but he
had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with
someone
else. My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today the Titans lost, but at least I got laid.