Freethinker
08-15-2007, 03:02 PM
.........reflections on America, from 2002..........
Just wondering if anyone else has similar feelings about the topic and comparisons and experiences I will talk about in this piece. It's been bugging me for quite awhile now, but especially since 9/11. And fight it as I do, I feel more alienated every day, and more a stranger in a strange land. It's this piece of cloth with stars and stripes you see, old Glory, long may she wave, these colors don't fade, that's right, the good old American flag. I have come to loathe the very sight of it. It has become as ugly and as immoral as the old Nazi swastika to me. Maybe even worse.
Before 9/11 of course, seeing American flags was relatively rare. Since, it has become a prevalent icon/symbol almost everywhere I look. It's almost impossible to leave my apartment without it being shoved into my eyeballs, even if only peripherally. And the thing is, since I believe fascism has indeed come to America, and that we are in a situation very similar to that which occurred in Germany in the 30's (and worse is coming for us I believe, much worse, just like it did for the Third Reich), the flag (or variations of the red, white and blue), has come to represent for me personally, a strong icon/symbol which has most recently made me think of Nazi Germany and their swastika.
The stark red, black, and white of the Nazi swastika was virtually everywhere back then in Germany. The leader (Hitler) and his henchmen wore it as a pin at times (like Bush, Cheney, Powell, Rumsfeld, et al do with the American flag now). It was on flags and jewelry and dinner dishes and pistols and hung/displayed in windows, you name it, that swastika was everywhere. It was an authoritarian regime, it practiced basically similar policies that we are today (IMO), and the swastika and swastika flag, while revered and treated with so much respect at the times by the powers that be (and ordinary sheepish masses), was seen everywhere. Of course, to the loyal opposition, and especially given the passing of history, it has become a true icon/symbol of oppression, evil, and horror. To the few dissidents at the time within the country, to the Gypsies, the Jews, and other intimidated and repressed, suffering groups, it had always been an immoral emblem. And opposition to it was strictly verboten. Only in the Allied war time (and post-war time) films, whether propaganda or Hollywood mainstream, was the swastika seen for what it truly represented. That attitude remains today. Put up a swastika anywhere, anytime, anyplace, and watch the fireworks begin.
But why do I so much feel I'm living in similar times? Only now, the icon/symbol of an immoral regime, is not that used by the Nazis. It has been replaced by the American government, its citizens, and so many institutions with the American flag. How can I explain how I feel about this nowadays? Well, let's take a sort of average day in the life of Diwi, and perhaps my gist will become clear.
I get up. I turn on CNN. On the "news," right above the ticker-tape bullshit, is an animated American flag. Meanwhile, they are talking about "cleaning out areas of resistance" in Afghanistan. A commercial will come on, somehow tying a product in (doesn't matter what) with the flag, or with the concept of "patriotism" and flag; iow, country worship.
I change the channel to Fox. Same things. A bit goofier, but essentially a carbon copy of CNN, their own version of the little omnipresent American flag, or some variation of red, white and blue. Same commercials. Turning to ABC, CBS, or NBC gives similar results. So, I turn on an old movie, get ready for work, and leave.
As soon as I leave my house, whether I look directly or not (there's that peripheral vision problem, even though my own is fading fast), I almost immediately spot an American flag. There's a huge one hanging from a neighbor's porch (at least 10 feet long) about 3 houses down. The other direction, a couple houses down, there's a little flag sticking out of the front lawn. Another house next to this has a flag in the upstairs window, and so on. Waiting at the bus stop, I can spot at least half a dozen parked cars or other vehicles with either little $2 K-Mart flags pinned to their radio antennae, or in a window, or somewhere on a bumper sticker. The latest one of those I've seen is the "these colors don't fade" one. Wonder what Madison Avenue marketing genius came up with that one? But, I mean, I have been awake for an hour or so, and unless I did not turn on the "news," or leave my home, it would be nearly impossible to not see this icon/symbol. And like I said, I see it these days as one representing an immoral, fascist government and country, and I am a dissenter, so does anyone else feel my discomfort, my unease, my disgust, my aversion, my dilemma yet?
But, then my bus pulls up. There is an American flag usually in the front window, near the window wipers. I greet the bus driver, a lot of whom have flag pins or buttons. Same with many of the passengers. Along the way to work, I see many more houses and vehicles and many business establishments, all with the American flag or again, some variation of red, white and blue. Now, right after 9/11, this was much more prevalent, and it seems a lot of this is going away, but I'm wondering, is it really, or is it just being co- opted, this "patriotism" thing, and turned into (like it was in Nazi Germany), an icon/symbol of one's "true" devotion to what this country should represent (but doesn't IMO)? So, why is it so disturbing and phony to me? With all the lies, the "appointed" president (hell, Hitler was at least elected!), the phony war, the atrocities we have committed worldwide and the thousands if not 10's or even 100's of thousands we have murdered worldwide, lately in Afghanistan, why should I as one who considers himself a humanitarian, a pacifist, and an anarchist (the good kind), feel anything but contempt for this piece of cloth? With the ridiculous "patriot act" and other such nonsense, is it now somehow my "duty" as a resident and citizen to hold reverence to this, or to "see" it in the way Corporate America obviously wants me to? If I feel uncomfortable with this, does that automatically make me a terrorist or terrorism sympathizer? Does it even make me anti-American when the flag itself has come to represent what to me is an evil empire?
On the way to my job every day, I have to pass through a major hospital complex. There are huge flags hanging on the front of the main entrance I use. As soon as I get inside, there are little inkjet American flags everywhere, on office doors, in hallways, in elevators, in stairwells, at the prescription pick up window, you name it, you can't escape it. A lot of these cheapo flags have little catchy phrases like "United We Stand" or "God Bless America." Recently, in a hospital/clinic mind you, and near the frequently displayed AT&T cellular long distance booth, they put up (right next to a bagel and coffee stand, which in addition has a couple of those little K-Mart jobs), this huge and obviously quite expensive glossy thick canvas oil painting. The thing is probably six by four feet.
The picture is a small part of the white stars on blue background, with a couple of red and white stripes. Above this picture, still on the canvas mind you, are huge glittering gold-embossed fancy font lettering saying, "United We Stand." What, I have to ask myself every morning, does this have to do with a hospital? I mean, the AT&T booth (and other similar corporate merchants who somehow get temporary space next to the old ladies and wheelchair folks now and then) is ridiculous in itself, and makes me angry, but let's recap for a moment.
From the time I woke up to the time I get to the main entrance of this hospital, I have been bombarded by the American flag, or by a variation of it. Everything from a bit of animation on the TV, to a painting which must've at least cost hundreds of dollars if not more. This painting is an outrage to me. It is nearby a prescription drug counter window (bullet-proof), which also features a couple of those cheapo ink jet renderings, and the ladies who work behind the window usually have a flag pin on or a flag shirt, or some other variation. This expensive painting, right next to the long line of elderly folks who can barely stand, let alone pay for their friggin' prescription drugs. Is all of this a racket or what?
Walking through the complex to get to my work, the icon/symbol of the American flag is everywhere. Everywhere. There is no escaping it. One would have to be blind to do so, and that may be my fate (and blessing?) soon. Flags to the left of me, flags to the right of me, flags up my ass and colon and intestines and heart and spine and brain stem. I get to work and outside of my building, a huge flag. Inside, flags all over offices, hallways, stairways, well, you get the picture. Various people I work with every day, flag pins, flag buttons, patriotic postcards, red, white and blue clothing. Computer wallpaper of flags or other patriotic nonsense. I go out back to have a smoke, and watch several cars roll by, with flags. A police car goes by, with a flag on its bumper. A firetruck, and a flag. A delivery truck, and a flag. A taxicab, and a flag. From the tops of many buildings, flags. Everywhere. No escape.
So, I go through my day, and I bite my tongue, and I do not show any relatively blatant form of disgust or dissent (someone told me if I put a peace sign on my office door, it was a sure way to get fired!). I feel like ripping down a lot of these things, or using my cigarette lighter. However, even in the remotest areas, a deserted hallway, whatever, there are cameras everywhere. Watching every move. So, what's all this starting to sound like? I laugh when people tell me in here or elsewhere that we are not living in a fascist state. I sometimes would love to tell a lot where to shove that meaningless piece of cloth (along with the pole).
I stop in a store on the way home, and more flags, in the windows, in the aisles, everywhere. When I get to the checkout, there by the bubblegum and M&M's are little flag pins for sale, little flags on poles for sale, little buttons with catchy patriotic sayings for sale, even Kleenax tissues in handy little red, white and blue pocket containers. I wait for the bus and watch all the vehicles go by, many with flags. In potted heavy cement plants that line the area near my bus stop, are those little K-Mart specials (unless they are stolen by good old patriotic Americans who would rather steal than buy). My bus comes, flag taped into front window. A lot of flag folks get on. I ride home and see all the same flags I saw in the morning, hoping maybe one less will be there. But that's a slow process. I get home and walk past a church. The church has a flag in the window, right next to some baby Jesus statue. And of course, into my home, the huge flag draped over my neighbor's porch impossible to miss, even peripheral-vision wise. Maybe I need some darker sunglasses?
But throughout my day in the "real world," there is that icon/symbol. As it must've been back in the Third Reich. And it represents very similar things to me, even if it does not to most. Of course, in my view, it has become more of a "fad" than anything. And most people who display or wear it, aren't even thinking anymore, either about it or what is supposed to represent, or the reality of what it does. Are they? Or, does it just "mean" something entirely different to me than most? Do I "see" something they do not, or vica versa? Back inside my own private homeland security, again the TV goes on, and again, watching the "news" and more animated flags, "patriotic" corporate commercials, and drivel about what "America" is up to. Almost none of it critical of course. We drop fire on children, we blow their bodies to bits, we enslave millions to make cheap Nike shoes and such, we support Israel, usually, yet another fascist state masquerading as a democracy. We claim to be killing hundreds of "terrorists" daily but it is all just a short mention from some Pentagon "briefing."
Meanwhile, the flag draped coffins of "our boys" who gave their lives for Fuhrer Bush, get front and center attention. No one usually asks how many more of those we will see soon. But everything's alright. When we someday build a memorial wall to them, or to the victims of 9/11, or to whatever other horrible "terrorist attack" our government tells us is coming, or when we invade yet another brown or yellow skinned country to crap for the good old American way, I'm sure there will be many even cheaper K-Mart flags to pay "honor" to them, and inkjet printers keep getting cheaper and cheaper, ya know?
So, I switch my channels, trying to find anything not immersed in flags or this false patriotism dedicated to this phony, immoral, endless war, but it's hard. Because you see, that ridiculous comedy- satire program "West Wing" is on NBC. And "Sixty-Minutes II" is on CBS, usually with yet another story on the phony war. And ABC is going to give the axe to Ted Koppel I hear, because most silly, braindead Americans actually get their news from Leno and Letterman anyway, right? The cable channels aren't much better. History Channel is doing one this week on "high tech weapons." American weapons of course. Ones of mass destruction from a state-sponsored terrorist country. Only none of it is called that of course. Over on TNT and half a dozen other channels it seems, reruns of "Law and Order." Law and Order. The primary numbers of the Hitler equation. And now, that of the new American fascist one. Thank God for HBO and Starz and Turner Movie Classics. A bit of escape for me. Just a bit from the pounding into my head and into the depths of my fading eyes that I've spent all days trying to avoid. The good old red, white and blue.
I work in a medium-sized urban area, and live in a residential one nearby, within city limits. But I'm sure my experiences and what I see every day and night are common to a lot of you. Perhaps I am alone in my feelings, perhaps not. Maybe it's just not right to talk of such things, at least openly. Remember, big brother has his cameras trained, so put away that lighter, put away that look of contempt, put away that utter feeling I'm sure many Jews and other such folks felt long ago, when their own country was stolen from them, and suddenly they were expected to pay almost holy reverence to an icon and a symbol. Back then, it was the swastika flag. Today, for me at least, it is the American one. Back then, you were either with them or against them. That didn't make much difference of course to the victors, the "good guys," who killed 100's of 1000's of innocents in far away (from the homeland) places such as Hamburg, or Dresden, or Hiroshima, or Nagasaki. What has changed? The "victors" of course, write the history. And that is passed down to future generations as some "truth." The swastika and what it represents to anyone of humanitarian reason, is obvious. The obvious becomes clear sometimes with the passing of time.
But I wonder. Is it really possible to win an endless war? Is it conceivable that this country can basically declare anyone who disagrees with its current and "official" policies and practices and behavior, automatically "the enemy?" And if I feel revulsion at the sight anymore of the American flag or any variation of it, does that make me automatically anti-Jefferson, anti-Lincoln, anti-Kennedy? Must I be required, by laws hurriedly passed through a timid bunch of sheep and cowards (Congress) to pay homage to an icon/symbol which I have come to see as little different than the Nazi swastika?
I bite my tongue, and hold my lip daily, except with trusted family and friends. But frankly folks, I am sick to death of seeing that silly, stupid red, white and blue, in any form, but mostly in that which I can no longer distinguish from the one that flew in the Third Reich. That one was very popular, inside the country. And alas, ours seems so within our borders. But back in time, the swastika and its flag was seen very differently by those not in country. And I think we have to wake up to the fact that as long as we keep acting like a murderous international bully, as long as we can't provide basic and free health care to our own citizens, as long as we treat our elderly as we do, as long as people of color's "equal opportunities" to share the American dream are mythical in nature only, as long as there are people sleeping in our streets and sewer systems and subways and our own forms of urban caves, as long as we continue this insane drug war, and on and on, well, my own perspective about what that American flag actually represents, is what the rest of the planet is going to think also. I wish it were not so. There are many great things about the country. It's just that folks have to stop thinking that whole concept and what it should stand for, has anything to do with the present shadowy figures running the show from behind the curtain.
Every time I see an American flag or variation of the theme these days, I feel sick in my mind, heart, and soul. It has come to represent its exact opposite of what it should, to me at least. I try to believe that most people who display or trumpet this icon/symbol, know not what they do, or what they actually support, much like most in Germany did not in the 30's. But that may only be wishful thinking. At odd times since 9/11, I have been able to express my feelings about all of this, even to flag wearers/displayers, but it's rare, and it's scary, and I feel like a member of the resistance must've felt like a long time ago, to other wearers/displayers of the swastika. It helps at times to ask them why they wear it, but usually the results are disappointing. They wear it, because, in so many words, they've been brainwashed into thinking somehow it's the "patriotic" or correct thing to do. We are in a war, after all. When I mention what our own leaders have termed it however, an endless war, sometimes I see a little spark, a bit of an awakening. Hopefully, next time they think of that flag, or a variation of it, they will think of what it truly represents. Unfortunately, I think a helluva lot of more innocents are going to have to die soon, American innocents, before they see what I do, or something close to it.
Speaking for myself only, and especially since 9/11 and the terrible misdirection this country took since, whenever I see an American flag or variation of it these days, I feel as much contempt for it as I do another icon/symbol of evil in the past, the swastika. I hope I am not alone in such feelings and that others start seeing what I do if possible, before its too late. One such icon/symbol met a fiery end, as it should've. Is the same in store, and rightfully so, for our own? A part of me hopes not, but then I get up every day, and I turn on the TV, and I go outside, and I want to tear them all down, or burn them all to hell. Not because they are objects, but for what they've come to represent here in the year 2002. ___________OtherCat
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Just wondering if anyone else has similar feelings about the topic and comparisons and experiences I will talk about in this piece. It's been bugging me for quite awhile now, but especially since 9/11. And fight it as I do, I feel more alienated every day, and more a stranger in a strange land. It's this piece of cloth with stars and stripes you see, old Glory, long may she wave, these colors don't fade, that's right, the good old American flag. I have come to loathe the very sight of it. It has become as ugly and as immoral as the old Nazi swastika to me. Maybe even worse.
Before 9/11 of course, seeing American flags was relatively rare. Since, it has become a prevalent icon/symbol almost everywhere I look. It's almost impossible to leave my apartment without it being shoved into my eyeballs, even if only peripherally. And the thing is, since I believe fascism has indeed come to America, and that we are in a situation very similar to that which occurred in Germany in the 30's (and worse is coming for us I believe, much worse, just like it did for the Third Reich), the flag (or variations of the red, white and blue), has come to represent for me personally, a strong icon/symbol which has most recently made me think of Nazi Germany and their swastika.
The stark red, black, and white of the Nazi swastika was virtually everywhere back then in Germany. The leader (Hitler) and his henchmen wore it as a pin at times (like Bush, Cheney, Powell, Rumsfeld, et al do with the American flag now). It was on flags and jewelry and dinner dishes and pistols and hung/displayed in windows, you name it, that swastika was everywhere. It was an authoritarian regime, it practiced basically similar policies that we are today (IMO), and the swastika and swastika flag, while revered and treated with so much respect at the times by the powers that be (and ordinary sheepish masses), was seen everywhere. Of course, to the loyal opposition, and especially given the passing of history, it has become a true icon/symbol of oppression, evil, and horror. To the few dissidents at the time within the country, to the Gypsies, the Jews, and other intimidated and repressed, suffering groups, it had always been an immoral emblem. And opposition to it was strictly verboten. Only in the Allied war time (and post-war time) films, whether propaganda or Hollywood mainstream, was the swastika seen for what it truly represented. That attitude remains today. Put up a swastika anywhere, anytime, anyplace, and watch the fireworks begin.
But why do I so much feel I'm living in similar times? Only now, the icon/symbol of an immoral regime, is not that used by the Nazis. It has been replaced by the American government, its citizens, and so many institutions with the American flag. How can I explain how I feel about this nowadays? Well, let's take a sort of average day in the life of Diwi, and perhaps my gist will become clear.
I get up. I turn on CNN. On the "news," right above the ticker-tape bullshit, is an animated American flag. Meanwhile, they are talking about "cleaning out areas of resistance" in Afghanistan. A commercial will come on, somehow tying a product in (doesn't matter what) with the flag, or with the concept of "patriotism" and flag; iow, country worship.
I change the channel to Fox. Same things. A bit goofier, but essentially a carbon copy of CNN, their own version of the little omnipresent American flag, or some variation of red, white and blue. Same commercials. Turning to ABC, CBS, or NBC gives similar results. So, I turn on an old movie, get ready for work, and leave.
As soon as I leave my house, whether I look directly or not (there's that peripheral vision problem, even though my own is fading fast), I almost immediately spot an American flag. There's a huge one hanging from a neighbor's porch (at least 10 feet long) about 3 houses down. The other direction, a couple houses down, there's a little flag sticking out of the front lawn. Another house next to this has a flag in the upstairs window, and so on. Waiting at the bus stop, I can spot at least half a dozen parked cars or other vehicles with either little $2 K-Mart flags pinned to their radio antennae, or in a window, or somewhere on a bumper sticker. The latest one of those I've seen is the "these colors don't fade" one. Wonder what Madison Avenue marketing genius came up with that one? But, I mean, I have been awake for an hour or so, and unless I did not turn on the "news," or leave my home, it would be nearly impossible to not see this icon/symbol. And like I said, I see it these days as one representing an immoral, fascist government and country, and I am a dissenter, so does anyone else feel my discomfort, my unease, my disgust, my aversion, my dilemma yet?
But, then my bus pulls up. There is an American flag usually in the front window, near the window wipers. I greet the bus driver, a lot of whom have flag pins or buttons. Same with many of the passengers. Along the way to work, I see many more houses and vehicles and many business establishments, all with the American flag or again, some variation of red, white and blue. Now, right after 9/11, this was much more prevalent, and it seems a lot of this is going away, but I'm wondering, is it really, or is it just being co- opted, this "patriotism" thing, and turned into (like it was in Nazi Germany), an icon/symbol of one's "true" devotion to what this country should represent (but doesn't IMO)? So, why is it so disturbing and phony to me? With all the lies, the "appointed" president (hell, Hitler was at least elected!), the phony war, the atrocities we have committed worldwide and the thousands if not 10's or even 100's of thousands we have murdered worldwide, lately in Afghanistan, why should I as one who considers himself a humanitarian, a pacifist, and an anarchist (the good kind), feel anything but contempt for this piece of cloth? With the ridiculous "patriot act" and other such nonsense, is it now somehow my "duty" as a resident and citizen to hold reverence to this, or to "see" it in the way Corporate America obviously wants me to? If I feel uncomfortable with this, does that automatically make me a terrorist or terrorism sympathizer? Does it even make me anti-American when the flag itself has come to represent what to me is an evil empire?
On the way to my job every day, I have to pass through a major hospital complex. There are huge flags hanging on the front of the main entrance I use. As soon as I get inside, there are little inkjet American flags everywhere, on office doors, in hallways, in elevators, in stairwells, at the prescription pick up window, you name it, you can't escape it. A lot of these cheapo flags have little catchy phrases like "United We Stand" or "God Bless America." Recently, in a hospital/clinic mind you, and near the frequently displayed AT&T cellular long distance booth, they put up (right next to a bagel and coffee stand, which in addition has a couple of those little K-Mart jobs), this huge and obviously quite expensive glossy thick canvas oil painting. The thing is probably six by four feet.
The picture is a small part of the white stars on blue background, with a couple of red and white stripes. Above this picture, still on the canvas mind you, are huge glittering gold-embossed fancy font lettering saying, "United We Stand." What, I have to ask myself every morning, does this have to do with a hospital? I mean, the AT&T booth (and other similar corporate merchants who somehow get temporary space next to the old ladies and wheelchair folks now and then) is ridiculous in itself, and makes me angry, but let's recap for a moment.
From the time I woke up to the time I get to the main entrance of this hospital, I have been bombarded by the American flag, or by a variation of it. Everything from a bit of animation on the TV, to a painting which must've at least cost hundreds of dollars if not more. This painting is an outrage to me. It is nearby a prescription drug counter window (bullet-proof), which also features a couple of those cheapo ink jet renderings, and the ladies who work behind the window usually have a flag pin on or a flag shirt, or some other variation. This expensive painting, right next to the long line of elderly folks who can barely stand, let alone pay for their friggin' prescription drugs. Is all of this a racket or what?
Walking through the complex to get to my work, the icon/symbol of the American flag is everywhere. Everywhere. There is no escaping it. One would have to be blind to do so, and that may be my fate (and blessing?) soon. Flags to the left of me, flags to the right of me, flags up my ass and colon and intestines and heart and spine and brain stem. I get to work and outside of my building, a huge flag. Inside, flags all over offices, hallways, stairways, well, you get the picture. Various people I work with every day, flag pins, flag buttons, patriotic postcards, red, white and blue clothing. Computer wallpaper of flags or other patriotic nonsense. I go out back to have a smoke, and watch several cars roll by, with flags. A police car goes by, with a flag on its bumper. A firetruck, and a flag. A delivery truck, and a flag. A taxicab, and a flag. From the tops of many buildings, flags. Everywhere. No escape.
So, I go through my day, and I bite my tongue, and I do not show any relatively blatant form of disgust or dissent (someone told me if I put a peace sign on my office door, it was a sure way to get fired!). I feel like ripping down a lot of these things, or using my cigarette lighter. However, even in the remotest areas, a deserted hallway, whatever, there are cameras everywhere. Watching every move. So, what's all this starting to sound like? I laugh when people tell me in here or elsewhere that we are not living in a fascist state. I sometimes would love to tell a lot where to shove that meaningless piece of cloth (along with the pole).
I stop in a store on the way home, and more flags, in the windows, in the aisles, everywhere. When I get to the checkout, there by the bubblegum and M&M's are little flag pins for sale, little flags on poles for sale, little buttons with catchy patriotic sayings for sale, even Kleenax tissues in handy little red, white and blue pocket containers. I wait for the bus and watch all the vehicles go by, many with flags. In potted heavy cement plants that line the area near my bus stop, are those little K-Mart specials (unless they are stolen by good old patriotic Americans who would rather steal than buy). My bus comes, flag taped into front window. A lot of flag folks get on. I ride home and see all the same flags I saw in the morning, hoping maybe one less will be there. But that's a slow process. I get home and walk past a church. The church has a flag in the window, right next to some baby Jesus statue. And of course, into my home, the huge flag draped over my neighbor's porch impossible to miss, even peripheral-vision wise. Maybe I need some darker sunglasses?
But throughout my day in the "real world," there is that icon/symbol. As it must've been back in the Third Reich. And it represents very similar things to me, even if it does not to most. Of course, in my view, it has become more of a "fad" than anything. And most people who display or wear it, aren't even thinking anymore, either about it or what is supposed to represent, or the reality of what it does. Are they? Or, does it just "mean" something entirely different to me than most? Do I "see" something they do not, or vica versa? Back inside my own private homeland security, again the TV goes on, and again, watching the "news" and more animated flags, "patriotic" corporate commercials, and drivel about what "America" is up to. Almost none of it critical of course. We drop fire on children, we blow their bodies to bits, we enslave millions to make cheap Nike shoes and such, we support Israel, usually, yet another fascist state masquerading as a democracy. We claim to be killing hundreds of "terrorists" daily but it is all just a short mention from some Pentagon "briefing."
Meanwhile, the flag draped coffins of "our boys" who gave their lives for Fuhrer Bush, get front and center attention. No one usually asks how many more of those we will see soon. But everything's alright. When we someday build a memorial wall to them, or to the victims of 9/11, or to whatever other horrible "terrorist attack" our government tells us is coming, or when we invade yet another brown or yellow skinned country to crap for the good old American way, I'm sure there will be many even cheaper K-Mart flags to pay "honor" to them, and inkjet printers keep getting cheaper and cheaper, ya know?
So, I switch my channels, trying to find anything not immersed in flags or this false patriotism dedicated to this phony, immoral, endless war, but it's hard. Because you see, that ridiculous comedy- satire program "West Wing" is on NBC. And "Sixty-Minutes II" is on CBS, usually with yet another story on the phony war. And ABC is going to give the axe to Ted Koppel I hear, because most silly, braindead Americans actually get their news from Leno and Letterman anyway, right? The cable channels aren't much better. History Channel is doing one this week on "high tech weapons." American weapons of course. Ones of mass destruction from a state-sponsored terrorist country. Only none of it is called that of course. Over on TNT and half a dozen other channels it seems, reruns of "Law and Order." Law and Order. The primary numbers of the Hitler equation. And now, that of the new American fascist one. Thank God for HBO and Starz and Turner Movie Classics. A bit of escape for me. Just a bit from the pounding into my head and into the depths of my fading eyes that I've spent all days trying to avoid. The good old red, white and blue.
I work in a medium-sized urban area, and live in a residential one nearby, within city limits. But I'm sure my experiences and what I see every day and night are common to a lot of you. Perhaps I am alone in my feelings, perhaps not. Maybe it's just not right to talk of such things, at least openly. Remember, big brother has his cameras trained, so put away that lighter, put away that look of contempt, put away that utter feeling I'm sure many Jews and other such folks felt long ago, when their own country was stolen from them, and suddenly they were expected to pay almost holy reverence to an icon and a symbol. Back then, it was the swastika flag. Today, for me at least, it is the American one. Back then, you were either with them or against them. That didn't make much difference of course to the victors, the "good guys," who killed 100's of 1000's of innocents in far away (from the homeland) places such as Hamburg, or Dresden, or Hiroshima, or Nagasaki. What has changed? The "victors" of course, write the history. And that is passed down to future generations as some "truth." The swastika and what it represents to anyone of humanitarian reason, is obvious. The obvious becomes clear sometimes with the passing of time.
But I wonder. Is it really possible to win an endless war? Is it conceivable that this country can basically declare anyone who disagrees with its current and "official" policies and practices and behavior, automatically "the enemy?" And if I feel revulsion at the sight anymore of the American flag or any variation of it, does that make me automatically anti-Jefferson, anti-Lincoln, anti-Kennedy? Must I be required, by laws hurriedly passed through a timid bunch of sheep and cowards (Congress) to pay homage to an icon/symbol which I have come to see as little different than the Nazi swastika?
I bite my tongue, and hold my lip daily, except with trusted family and friends. But frankly folks, I am sick to death of seeing that silly, stupid red, white and blue, in any form, but mostly in that which I can no longer distinguish from the one that flew in the Third Reich. That one was very popular, inside the country. And alas, ours seems so within our borders. But back in time, the swastika and its flag was seen very differently by those not in country. And I think we have to wake up to the fact that as long as we keep acting like a murderous international bully, as long as we can't provide basic and free health care to our own citizens, as long as we treat our elderly as we do, as long as people of color's "equal opportunities" to share the American dream are mythical in nature only, as long as there are people sleeping in our streets and sewer systems and subways and our own forms of urban caves, as long as we continue this insane drug war, and on and on, well, my own perspective about what that American flag actually represents, is what the rest of the planet is going to think also. I wish it were not so. There are many great things about the country. It's just that folks have to stop thinking that whole concept and what it should stand for, has anything to do with the present shadowy figures running the show from behind the curtain.
Every time I see an American flag or variation of the theme these days, I feel sick in my mind, heart, and soul. It has come to represent its exact opposite of what it should, to me at least. I try to believe that most people who display or trumpet this icon/symbol, know not what they do, or what they actually support, much like most in Germany did not in the 30's. But that may only be wishful thinking. At odd times since 9/11, I have been able to express my feelings about all of this, even to flag wearers/displayers, but it's rare, and it's scary, and I feel like a member of the resistance must've felt like a long time ago, to other wearers/displayers of the swastika. It helps at times to ask them why they wear it, but usually the results are disappointing. They wear it, because, in so many words, they've been brainwashed into thinking somehow it's the "patriotic" or correct thing to do. We are in a war, after all. When I mention what our own leaders have termed it however, an endless war, sometimes I see a little spark, a bit of an awakening. Hopefully, next time they think of that flag, or a variation of it, they will think of what it truly represents. Unfortunately, I think a helluva lot of more innocents are going to have to die soon, American innocents, before they see what I do, or something close to it.
Speaking for myself only, and especially since 9/11 and the terrible misdirection this country took since, whenever I see an American flag or variation of it these days, I feel as much contempt for it as I do another icon/symbol of evil in the past, the swastika. I hope I am not alone in such feelings and that others start seeing what I do if possible, before its too late. One such icon/symbol met a fiery end, as it should've. Is the same in store, and rightfully so, for our own? A part of me hopes not, but then I get up every day, and I turn on the TV, and I go outside, and I want to tear them all down, or burn them all to hell. Not because they are objects, but for what they've come to represent here in the year 2002. ___________OtherCat
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