Its nice and warm out again today!!!

What a pleasant afternoon ... a little herb, a sunny day, Star Trek DS9 & STNG reruns on the tube, enjoying some quality alone time.

I wish I had my laptop...this keyboard is annoying...giggly teens on both sides of me is one of the most annoying things in the world

Where in hell is the guy who is supposed to open my pool today?

Ahh...nothing beats walruses in pilgrim hats.

I'm hungry...

Ahh...nothing beats walruses in pilgrim hats.
huh? :confused:

I just read my post...I sound really negative today, and I'm not...weird :p

I'm off work as of now.......the holiday is here!!!!!!!

Scientology Walrus (walrus in bishop hat)

Just checked my grades, and I did rather well. 4 A's and a C. I never thought I'd finish this good. The C was in Sociology, and I didn't even think I was going to pass that class. Lucky me!

Will it ever stop raining?

fuck, my whole body is sore and Raf is coming to fetch me to play ball with him...

My feet are fucking soar and i dont feel well :(

it's going to be a long day...should I sleep or stay awake?...I hope mom lets me take a nap after church :p

I'm remembering the many I served with over the years.

There are not enough words to describe the thankfulness and appreciation for those who protected, are protecting, and will protect this great land. My hat off to you, and my heart filled with hope for your safe return.

what can I say...holidays get me emotional :p

for me right now.
It is why this is so mean and why she can't be happy with her own life and leave mine along. I am also think how this must hurt my boyfriend who is in the middle of this and has done nothing to warrant being there. I am also thinking it is late and my brain is not shutting off yet. I need to sleep I have work in 6 hours. night all

the thoughts running through my head right now are..."dang, I love my job. My shoulder hurts. I need to get to sleep, I have to get up at 4:45"

Chris isn't very nice.

"sigh...4:30 will come way to early tomorrow." "my ankle hurts" " I'll be sad when Jason quits"...just three of the things in my head ;)

I should be in bed right now but Nick is watching a movie and I can't sleep.

on my mind, why do people die and why do some men not say what they really want and want what they say. Does it all have to be so confusing?

The fan blowing on me feels gooooood.
I wonder if my friend will stop over soon and take me for a ride, I would love to go to the beach.

I'm feeling that life has got to get better and hopefully it will start now.
All my drama in my life is gone and now it is time to heal and take care of myself.
It is hot here too.

I can't wait till the end of august, I'm going to be deliciously sore tomorrow, I should get some sleep

On my mind.
Talked to my ex today and well found some closure with him. Once the pain of my mom passing is gone I think I am going to be fine and maybe spends some time traveling while I am young.
:drinktoth

what's on my mind... I'M SO BORED AT WORK I STILL HAVE AN HOUR AND I'VE BEEN ALONE HERE SINCE 1 30 IN THE AFTERNOON IT'S ONLY 4 49 AND I HAVE 649 FAXES TO ATTACH (i'm frustrated and don't want to be here right now. isn't that obvious?)

On my mind:
I have a great guy that I have met and he makes me laugh and makes me feel very special. We are friends for right now but who know what the future will bring. lol
Life is looking lots better for me and I am getting stronger:thumbs:

I am really tired. I think i'm too old to be staying out all night.

uuug. Been at work since 10, not a SINGLE person has come to our office today!!!! I won in solitare 20 times and played like 10 games of chess surfed youtube and I'm officially out of things to do now

uuug. Been at work since 10, not a SINGLE person has come to our office today!!!! I won in solitare 20 times and played like 10 games of chess surfed youtube and I'm officially out of things to do now
Do you have your real estate license?

yup, got it about a year ago - it's not a bad gig, but everyone decided to get into real estate just recently.

Things have gotten a little more exciting recently. I'm moving and my friend who was a ski-bum at whistler drove down here to cali and is staying over for a couple days. I took him out and showed him around SF last night.

<<Say whats on your mind right now!! >>


boobs

There's blood on my hand......wait, that's fruit punch mix.

yup, got it about a year ago - it's not a bad gig, but everyone decided to get into real estate just recently.

Things have gotten a little more exciting recently. I'm moving and my friend who was a ski-bum at whistler drove down here to cali and is staying over for a couple days. I took him out and showed him around SF last night.

Okay just wondered. It sounded like you were working for a builder. Here in Canada one does not need their real estate license to do that. My friend contracts to sell for a builder as well as his job which is real estate. Hour for hour there is no comparison between the two in what he makes. He can sell and list more in a year by sitting on his butt for two hours every morning in the coffee shop. Was just gonna suggest that if you want to make big money (and you certainly can in real estate if you're willing to put in the time) that you get your license. Good luck with your move!

On my mind right now.... I am reflecting on all the people that have come and gone from my life. How some have touched my heart in many special ways and some that have left me with very large scars. I we can never truly know someone until you let them in completely. You need to trust and love and be loved. Try and live life with no regrets and you might find some sanity in your life. Drinking does not solve it only masks it. Be open with friends and let them help when they want. God this makes me sound depressed but not true I am actually happier then I have been in a long time and have found me and I am so worth it and living is starting to look really good again thanks to a special guy who has shared his life with me. I found you should never wrap yourself up in any one person. Live and have fun and share but not submit totally.

I am hungry, I haven't eaten yet today and my stomach is growling, but my friends are coming over and I don't have time to eat. I need to get a shower instead.
Also, I wish my ex boyfriend wasn't acting like a jerk! :mad: Ever since he found out where I am, he won't leave me alone. If he keeps it up, I'm going to take off and he will never find me!!!/rant
That felt good. :)

eagles!!!

bewbies!

and MacKenzie can come hang out at my house

what are bewbies...is that like um...boobies
I don't know... I think you have a tit fixation (the bird kind)

eagles!!!

bewbies!

and MacKenzie can come hang out at my house

:thumbs: I'll go pack! hehe

My life is so full. I burnt my stupid arm cooking turkey dinner for my brother and his roomie. I spent three hours in the stupid emergency room. lol Morphine is really great, T3's are not the same. oh well pain will go away some day soon I hope.:rolleyes:

I hope you are ok, shortstuff.

I couldn't sleep at all last night, I'm not sure why. I just kept tossing and turning. I hope I can get a nap today-even if it's a small one.

Been up half the night. Leaving for Oz the day after tomorrow and still have lots to do before I leave. Probably won't be able to sleep well until I am on th plane flying to Korea.

beer

Been up half the night. Leaving for Oz the day after tomorrow and still have lots to do before I leave. Probably won't be able to sleep well until I am on th plane flying to Korea.


safe trip

I hope you are ok, shortstuff.

I couldn't sleep at all last night, I'm not sure why. I just kept tossing and turning. I hope I can get a nap today-even if it's a small one.

Yeah it hurts like a B****, but I am going to be fine.
I told a special guy about some of my past last night and he was very caring and sweet. I figured he might run and run fast but he is here for the long haul and he makes me smile every day.

Yeah it hurts like a B****, but I am going to be fine.
I told a special guy about some of my past last night and he was very caring and sweet. I figured he might run and run fast but he is here for the long haul and he makes me smile every day.

I am glad to hear that, good for you!

My ex boyfriend keeps calling here and refuses to take no for an answer. He drives by honking. It is getting annoying. I wish he would just leave me alone.
There is this one guy that I met and think he's sweet. I think he likes me.
I wish I wasn't so shy and could get the courage to talk to him.

Been up half the night. Leaving for Oz the day after tomorrow and still have lots to do before I leave. Probably won't be able to sleep well until I am on th plane flying to Korea.

I hope you have a fun and safe trip, Frogger. :cool:

I am glad to hear that, good for you!

My ex boyfriend keeps calling here and refuses to take no for an answer. He drives by honking. It is getting annoying. I wish he would just leave me alone.
There is this one guy that I met and think he's sweet. I think he likes me.
I wish I wasn't so shy and could get the courage to talk to him.


you don't have to be shy around me.


but seriously it sucks that he's doing that.

My ex boyfriend keeps calling here and refuses to take no for an answer. He drives by honking. It is getting annoying. I wish he would just leave me alone.

That's stalking behavior. Call the cops ~ they'll probably have a little chat with him. Block his number from your phone ~ the phone company can help you with that one.

you don't have to be shy around me.


but seriously it sucks that he's doing that.

Yes, it does suck. He wants me to go back with him and I won't. He needs to find someone else and forget about me.

I am glad to hear that, good for you!

My ex boyfriend keeps calling here and refuses to take no for an answer. He drives by honking. It is getting annoying. I wish he would just leave me alone.
There is this one guy that I met and think he's sweet. I think he likes me.
I wish I wasn't so shy and could get the courage to talk to him.

Omg I know what you mean.. There was this guy at the music store I got to all the time and well he would always say hi in passing no big deal. Then I became single again and a friend just said to talk to him and I did.. Scared the hell out of me but we started dating and he was a good guy. :thumbs:
Just take a chance and go for it you only live once..It is funny the friend that told me to take a chance on this new guy turned out to be my bestfriend and a fabulous man that I might now spend the rest of my life with.
Oh yeah the guy from the music store is only a friend now. hehe

Thanks for the good wishes, people.

What am I thinking right now. I am thinking that MacKenzie is an unbelievably pretty name. I have no idea what she looks like but I picture a petite, innocent, fresh faced, young girl. I could be totally wrong, but that is how I picture her.

That's stalking behavior. Call the cops ~ they'll probably have a little chat with him. Block his number from your phone ~ the phone company can help you with that one.

My friends I'm staying with said the same thing- that he acts like he is stalking me. They called the police for me and they finally showed up. He was calling on a cell phone and was driving by and seen the cop car. They pulled him over and did talk to him, he denies it. They told me I could get an order of protection if I want but that will make him madder I think.
If he keeps it up, I'll just.....I don't know yet.
I told my friends what you said about blocking his number, but he has friends he can call from their place. My friends said they will just document it.

Thanks for the good wishes, people.

What am I thinking right now. I am thinking that MacKenzie is an unbelievably pretty name. I have no idea what she looks like but I picture a petite, innocent, fresh faced, young girl. I could be totally wrong, but that is how I picture her.
Awww, you've made me blush, Frogger.
xox

Omg I know what you mean.. There was this guy at the music store I got to all the time and well he would always say hi in passing no big deal. Then I became single again and a friend just said to talk to him and I did.. Scared the hell out of me but we started dating and he was a good guy. :thumbs:
Just take a chance and go for it you only live once..It is funny the friend that told me to take a chance on this new guy turned out to be my bestfriend and a fabulous man that I might now spend the rest of my life with.
Oh yeah the guy from the music store is only a friend now. hehe

hehe.
I am glad for you, shortstuff. :D

I get so nervous, my heart pounds hard and my palms get all sweaty and I can hardly speak. And if I do, I fumble my words and get all tongue tied. Hah. I wish I could control it but I can't seem to be able to. Then I get embarrassed and excuse myself and get away some place alone.

Good luck with your new boyfriend!!!:thumbs:

hehe.
I am glad for you, shortstuff. :D

I get so nervous, my heart pounds hard and my palms get all sweaty and I can hardly speak. And if I do, I fumble my words and get all tongue tied. Hah. I wish I could control it but I can't seem to be able to. Then I get embarrassed and excuse myself and get away some place alone.

Good luck with your new boyfriend!!!:thumbs:

Yeah ohio is my going to be a good place to live I think. hehe
yeah I am really happy. my phone bill will be even happier when I am there. LMAO

yeah I am really happy. my phone bill will be even happier when I am there. LMAO

LOL!

LOL!

Speaking of phone bills got to run and chat at a sexy Romanian guy..Phone is ringing. Have a good night all I am out for the night. hehe

Good luck Mackenzie, Just live and enjoy life. You only get to do it once. Never live with regrets.

I need a day or 7 off!

Arrggg!
My ex boyfriend is driving me crazy!!!!! If I'm not around much, it's because I packed my backpack and left. I can't take much more of this!

Arrggg!
My ex boyfriend is driving me crazy!!!!! If I'm not around much, it's because I packed my backpack and left. I can't take much more of this!

Well canada is a good place to live. Not to many weird ones here.
If he really keeps this up start taging his calls and report his sorry ass. You need to also let the police know if it is getting out of hand. Which it sounds like it is. Good luck Mac

What a fucking drive home that was. I hate assholes who don't know how to drive. But I HATE assholes who think if they drive down the side of the road and try to edge in by pushing that someone should let them. The rest of us sat in line for 10 minutes don't think because I am female and blonde I won't smash your car out of my way....Asshole. I hope you liked my finger AND that fact that I let two OTHER cars in while you almost got sideswiped by the car behind me....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, that feels better... I just need the rest of my wine now.... :)))))))))))))) HAPPY friday..... now I am off for five days... yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay me!

I was wondering where you were. Tough day in snow country?

Well the snow's all gone... for now...

They are making a new round-about on the way to one of my stores. normally only a 30 minute drive. Decided to pave it during rush hour. Can't quite believe they did that but yup...paving on a Friday night. So when we hit the second bottle neck people (including me) were getting a bit testy... :D The car in front of me was screaming at him... I just fingered and hoped for the best...hehehe

I hate how people from you past think they have the right to intrude on your future. I feel life is just getting better and someone wants to suck me back. Why do this shit. Why not leave me alone and make trouble in someone elses life. I have something very special and I don't want to loose it over this
"Te Iubesc"

i'm upset because my ex fiance left me after two years

I am really happy today. I have a great guy in my life that tells me how special I am all the time.
I got my computer upgraded to a 1.21GB of Ram and I can play my game online without dying every two minutes LOL
Life is finally looking up for me. hehe

I'm totally stoked. It only took Norton Antivirus 37 hours to scan my hard drive, and it couldnt find anything wrong. Yippee, I think

I'm totally stoked. It only took Norton Antivirus 37 hours to scan my hard drive, and it couldnt find anything wrong. Yippee, I think
Huh...37 hours...for real? Shouldn't it take more like 3 minutes?

Huh...37 hours...for real? Shouldn't it take more like 3 minutes?
It should, but I want to get my money's worth out of it, so I make it work overtime

It should, but I want to get my money's worth out of it, so I make it work overtime

well then, glad it's healthy...http://i132.photobucket.com/albums/q17/_Sal__photo/computervirus.jpg

well then, glad it's healthy...

Me too. I havent been infected with a virus in over 15 years, so if it takes a little extra time to run NAV, I guess I can deal with it.

Me too. I havent been infected with a virus in over 15 years, so if it takes a little extra time to run NAV, I guess I can deal with it.
I have issues with NAV it wiped my whole computer... Luckily for me, my service provider teams with Norton so I get it through them now. No instillation worries etc. Plus when I first got my computer I was addicted to everything about it. The speed, firewalls, spyware, tracking cookies, etc. Now I couldn't give a crap. My computer is so old it's a wonder it functions. I am getting some memory sticks this weekend so everything is more easily transfered and then I will get a slick new fast baby in the spring. This thing functions like a slug now. Hopefully it will hang in there through the winter.

Right now, I'm thinking how great life is. Even though it does suck sometimes, I'm loving it at the moment. :woohoo: :banana:

I've been thinking about frogger lately too, and I wonder how he's doing? I bet he is having a great time. :thumbs:

Thinking "right now?" Eh?

Savage, brutal, dirty monkey sex, and one of the participants is dead.

Sure would be nice to win the lotto tonite...

I wonder if theres an easy way to say goodbye

Only when everybody's glad to see you go.

I wonder if theres an easy way to say goodbye
Hey, you're not supposed to dump someone right before the holidays... :(
Aren't you going to cook a turkey with her or something?

Hey, you're not supposed to dump someone right before the holidays... :(
Aren't you going to cook a turkey with her or something?


you are suppose to dump them before thanksgiving and get back together after valentines day.

you are suppose to dump them before thanksgiving and get back together after valentines day.
HA....you cheap bugger...

I'm easy, not cheap.

beer tastes good at ten after 3 on a saturday

I'm sick and wide awake from sleeping to much. My boyfriend is going to be pissed when he reads this and finds out I was awake and on the computer!
** goes back to bed and says I was framed I tell you FRAMED **
:flowers:

Froot loops have hardily any taste anymore!!

Some people piss me off with their dumb ass stupid remarks and they don't think before they type. Being gods gift to the human race is an illusion that some men think they posses. I dislike men who underestimate me in any way.

My head hurts from beating it against a brick wall...why can't people take responsibility for their own actions?

My heart aches from having to say goodbye to a friend this weekend, and yet smiles because another has entered my life. I just hope like hell the two never meet...

what games some of us play for love. It is good when it is really good., but can be sad some times too.

It actually took a load off to move one up north. As much as it hurts, I know it was best. She had to follow her job, and I have to follow my heart.

my heart is leading me to one special man that I hope will be my future. He has my heart and he doesn't want to give it back. I am ok with that too.

Last night, I had to remind myself what happens after consuming 3 beers. Except it was one glass of red zinfindel with dinner, one glass of white zinfindel on El Paseo, and 2 glasses of champagne. Yup, I was dancing on the tables butt naked again. Damn, I have to stop doing that.

OMG lol I guess I am still sick and it really sucks. The weather here is cold and windy. I want to go some where warmer. lol

LA is quite comfy this time of year

I hear Cleveland is also. Have plans to see a special guy for a whole month and have Christmas and a special New Years together.

** blushes **

Even though you're young and full of vigor, take a look into the crystal ball and see where your life is going to be in 20 years. Think twice and hope you dont make the same mistakes I did.

Crystal ball hummmmmmmm..
I have so many goals and dream that a man is not going to stop them only help build them. I am very cautious in who will get to share that part of my life. I have had many want to share it but none are the right one. I think I have found that one and I want to see if it can be the world I want and the happiness that I deserve. I have had enough loss and hurt I am ready to live and love and be happy.
^-^ smiles and dream that happy dream but knows life is always full of bumps and curves.

Be cautious of a man that puts your goals ahead of his own. Once he finds his goals were never achieved, he's going to leave with nary a goodbye.

And beware of the bumps and curves, they can easily morph into an endless series of 360 degree turns

Yes caution... For me I am changing a few things and letting him finish his goals. I have been on my own since 17 and I have made and achieved a lot of my goals. My only goal yet to reach is the one of sharing and growing. Love should never be so hard that it can hurt you or your other half and if it does then you need to walk away and heal and hope you get it right the next time.
I feel it is 50/50 and if it is not then you need to keep looking., but never give up and that is a waste and hurts you more in the long run.

I like that you share your wisdom and opinions:flowers: