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Imp, you might find that if you stop breathing for an hour or so,the pain will stop for good.Dont thank me now.

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Imp, you might find that if you stop breathing for an hour or so,the pain will stop for good.Dont thank me now.
Actually, about 5 minutes would do the trick

Panic is the biggest problem anyone will have to overcome

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Imp, you might find that if you stop breathing for an hour or so,the pain will stop for good.Dont thank me now.:slap:

Thanks Paul.

:p

anytime babe.
hehe.

:D

Got it. In case of 'mouth to mouth' do NOT call Paul.;)

The nebulizer seemed to do the trick.

Panic is the biggest problem anyone will have to overcome

Yes, and the ability to realize that, is something I could have lived without knowing.

I am glad the Boofhead bloke that dumped shortstuff has not talked to her, other wise she may have gone back to him. Love is hard to give up on.

I was re-bluing some of the hardware on my Garand this afternoon.
Like an idiot, I tried to close the bolt one handed.
Ive turned my right thumb into a bloody pulp and it hurts like hell, especially when I hit the spacebar.
Another victim of the "M-1 Thumb"

I was re-bluing some of the hardware on my Garand this afternoon.
Like an idiot, I tried to close the bolt one handed.
Ive turned my right thumb into a bloody pulp and it hurts like hell, especially when I hit the spacebar.
Another victim of the "M-1 Thumb"
sorry about your bad luck...my grandpa is laughing at you from the great boot camp in the sky..

i hate those goddamn cats...

Aye mate;
I hate how stupid some people are to pass on a good thing.
Almost finished my internship.
Party at my flat.

I hate how stupid some people are to pass on a good thing.
U talking about you,or her.

U talking about you,or her.
No the bloke that messed up big time. Strange thing is I think she is still sweet on him. :rolleyes:

No the bloke that messed up big time. Strange thing is I think she is still sweet on him. :rolleyes:
Brit or Cleveland guy? or both?...Shorty doesn't seem the type to ever completely give up-i've seen it before (in the mirror) and it's kind of sad.

Brit or Cleveland guy? or both?...Shorty doesn't seem the type to ever completely give up-I've seen it before (in the mirror) and it's kind of sad.

OK hey hey guys be nice..I am still here you know.
Cleveland boy is gone and not to be mistake is never coming back...done, over, finished.
Brit guy :cool: Well friends is good right now and I like that, no strings no commitment.

That is what got me in trouble the first time. Now is time for me and time to have fun and just enjoy. I am single, Yes and it is OK. My life is way to complicated for any type of commitment.
It is not sad mike. We just care in a different way that most will never understand loyalty, compassion and a true friendship.
Their losses not ours and I have just come to completely realize that.

I am now thinking about how nice it would be when my parents leave for a month, so i would be able to invite lots of chicks and have some fun... :cool:

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T -24 days

Boobs

Missing a certain Sheila.

Fate was watching over me again last night. My neighbor had asked me to go for a ride with her into sevierville for a bit but I declined and said maybe next time.
She was involved in a head on collision shortly after leaving here on her way. Her airbags worked and she was buckled up, she's in ICU. Last I heard she thought she was 14 and in florida, she has a head injury.
I feel so bad for her but I am soooo happy I didn't go. Odd how things happen.

Fate was watching over me again last night. My neighbor had asked me to go for a ride with her into sevierville for a bit but I declined and said maybe next time.
She was involved in a head on collision shortly after leaving here on her way. Her airbags worked and she was buckled up, she's in ICU. Last I heard she thought she was 14 and in florida, she has a head injury.
I feel so bad for her but I am soooo happy I didn't go. Odd how things happen.
Imp, My heart goes out to your neighbor. The road to recovery is going to be long and hard.
I have a pretty good idea what your religious aspects are, but i think you had a guardian angel watching over you last night. It's not your time yet, and you still have too much work to do, and nobody else can do it.

GODDAMN MERENGUE!


I'm gonna kill one of these assholes...

Imp, My heart goes out to your neighbor. The road to recovery is going to be long and hard.
I have a pretty good idea what your religious aspects are, but i think you had a guardian angel watching over you last night. It's not your time yet, and you still have too much work to do, and nobody else can do it.

You might be right, Ride. Went and seen the car today. If I would have gone, I wouldn't have lived thru it. The passengers side is smushed in and the seat flat, the door can't close. The car is totalled. damn!!!
My friend is coming around, she knows who she is and where she is. She has blood on the brain and gets dizzy sitting up and can't walk because of it. Bruises everywhere.
Truthfully, I don't know how she lived thru it. Maybe she was the one with an angel watching over her.

Boobs

nuts

You might be right, Ride. Went and seen the car today. If I would have gone, I wouldn't have lived thru it. The passengers side is smushed in and the seat flat, the door can't close. The car is totalled. damn!!!
My friend is coming around, she knows who she is and where she is. She has blood on the brain and gets dizzy sitting up and can't walk because of it. Bruises everywhere.
Truthfully, I don't know how she lived thru it. Maybe she was the one with an angel watching over her.

Um, sorry for your friend, sincerely... Glad you weren't in the car. Warning number one for you bud...??????????? Time to clean up my friend, please. I worry.

Um, sorry for your friend, sincerely... Glad you weren't in the car. Warning number one for you bud...??????????? Time to clean up my friend, please. I worry.
This would be warning number two for me dear. I was in a crash before, pretty bad, here's a few pics. Not sure how I lived thru it. The steering wheel broke my sternum, came 1/4 of an inch from slicing my aorta in half. The van caught on fire with me trapped inside. The guys lawn I landed on freed me. The white stuff is from the extinguisher.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v133/tormented/jetcrash1.jpg

I hit the ditch then crashed into a tree.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v133/tormented/jetcrash3.jpg


Honest Sal, somethings changed in me. Not sure what it is. I'm beside myself I didn't get in her car.


Yeah, I need to calm my ways.

Honest Sal, somethings changed in me. Not sure what it is. I'm beside myself I didn't get in her car.


Yeah, I need to calm my ways.

I guess what scares me is 'what if I used up all my chances?' There might not be a next time.

It doesnt matter how many chances you've used, or how many you have left. When your number is picked, it's time to go and theres nothing you can do about it

R4L,are you one of them people who believe theres a day set aside with your name on it,and nomatter what happens,you wont go before it.

R4L,are you one of them people who believe theres a day set aside with your name on it,and nomatter what happens,you wont go before it.
Yes, I am.
I also believe that theres a set of circumstances that lead up to it, and no matter how you try to alter it, the outcome will be always the same

I believe this also.
I have had more than one close shave with death,two very close ones in fact,on both occasions,people within inches of me died violent deaths,and o both occasions I never had a scratch,Ive felt guilty about it ever since,but have came to the conclusion that you are correct in what you say.

I've been in a couple when I knew the odds were greater than 50 percent I wouldnt make it out alive. Once you've been through it, you have a greater respect for the numbers theory. I'm with you on this Paul

Yea no probs.Id love to know if people with really dangerous jobs think this way tho.

Yea no probs.Id love to know if people with really dangerous jobs think this way tho.
The ones with really dangerous jobs take safety a lot more seriously then anyone else. My biggest fear is to have one of my employees step into a siyuation that they could get seriously hurt or killed, and have that on my conscience for the rest of my life. If the situation arises, and theres no other options, I would rather put myself in it. Then I would only have myself to answer to if I mess up.

The ones with really dangerous jobs take safety a lot more seriously then anyone else. My biggest fear is to have one of my employees step into a siyuation that they could get seriously hurt or killed, and have that on my conscience for the rest of my life. If the situation arises, and theres no other options, I would rather put myself in it. Then I would only have myself to answer to if I mess up.


That is why we love ya..
I'm home and well not feeling really great. Haven't done much but sleep, movies and surf the web and chat at the Brit. I guess when one door does close another does open. I can't go back and get the past back but I will move forward and explore the future.

The future is always bright if you open your eyes. And even brighter if youre not wearing shades

This would be warning number two for me dear. I was in a crash before, pretty bad, here's a few pics. Not sure how I lived thru it. The steering wheel broke my sternum, came 1/4 of an inch from slicing my aorta in half. The van caught on fire with me trapped inside. The guys lawn I landed on freed me. The white stuff is from the extinguisher.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v133/tormented/jetcrash1.jpg

I hit the ditch then crashed into a tree.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v133/tormented/jetcrash3.jpg


Honest Sal, somethings changed in me. Not sure what it is. I'm beside myself I didn't get in her car.


Yeah, I need to calm my ways. Wow Imp, that is too close for comfort bud!

Indeed Sal.
I went and seen her tonight, she's awake and responsive.
I had bumped my head in my accident and was put in a medical coma *maybe that's what's wrong with me:)*
She has a terrible headache that won't go away and bruises everywhere. She can't feel her left leg.



Ride and Paul, I think we choose our own paths in life, that's it's not predestined and what we do affects our life. Had I chose to go with her, my number would have been called. I didn't and am alive to say so. My choice.

Indeed Sal.
I went and seen her tonight, she's awake and responsive.
I had bumped my head in my accident and was put in a medical coma *maybe that's what's wrong with me:)*
She has a terrible headache that won't go away and bruises everywhere. She can't feel her left leg.
Glad that she is still herself. I would hate to live through an accident like that only to be severly brain damaged. (Shut up with the comments everyone...I will hunt you down and make your life miserable. :D)

I hope she makes a full recovery.

It doesnt matter how many chances you've used, or how many you have left. When your number is picked, it's time to go and theres nothing you can do about it

It does matter Ride. Yes there is a definite death date. It can not be avoided or traded or altered in any way. But the rest we control. Thus if you live wildly and take chances perhaps you are not going to die for 10 more years but do you want to spend those last 10 years in a wheel chair or hooked to an oxygen cylinder due to poor choice.

We have choices. We are here to grow and learn. How much we grow and what we learn affects our lives. I think when Imp said no it was due to a sense of "knowing" and listening to what some altered part of her was saying. She had the choice. She made it.

Of course all of this is pure speculation but we all have our beliefs. :)

Well said, Sal.

No air bag in that van Imp

No Paul. That's why I was able to bend the steering wheel with my sternum.
*Imp flexs* fear me ;)

She came home today, of that I am relieved, still worse for wear.

I once read a weird statistic, that if there was no aging or health problems and a person could live forever, it would be almost impossible for someone to live past the age of 650 because statistically a accident would surely kill you before that age.

No Paul. That's why I was able to bend the steering wheel with my sternum.
*Imp flexs* fear me ;)I love a dominant woman.

I once read a weird statistic, that if there was no aging or health problems and a person could live forever, it would be almost impossible for someone to live past the age of 650 because statistically a accident would surely kill you before that age.
:p accidents only kill the weak.

:p accidents only kill the weak.
Sometime ag I read a story f an off duty SAS soldier,he was playing ball in the garden with his kid,whatever happened the ball got stuck in a tree.The soldier climbed up to fetch the ball,and a branch snapped,the soldier fell to the ground and died.The pathology report reckoned he was so fit his artery walls were so soft,they ruptured as a result of the fall.

Sometime ag I read a story f an off duty SAS soldier,he was playing ball in the garden with his kid,whatever happened the ball got stuck in a tree.The soldier climbed up to fetch the ball,and a branch snapped,the soldier fell to the ground and died.The pathology report reckoned he was so fit his artery walls were so soft,they ruptured as a result of the fall.
:eek: he was so fit that it killed him :eek:

:eek: he was so fit that it killed him :eek:

when you're going, you're going... poof

:eek: he was so fit that it killed him :eek:

when you're going, you're going... poof
Get the booze and cigs in,cancel the gym,and enjoy yourself.

Get the booze and cigs in,cancel the gym,and enjoy yourself.
well maybe, except who wants to spend the next 20 years hooked to oxygen, with cirrhosis and looking fat and lumpy... :D

You know as a man I am having a hard time wrapping my head around something. How can some men be so daft as to not see what is right in front of them. This bloke that messed the Sheila up. How does he live with himself.
She ends up in hospital with the devastating disease that could kill her and he can't even muster enough empathy to say, "hey I hope you are doing OK" Nothing. I just talked with her brother and as she was coming to she asked for him. I don't blame her. We are just friends and I would love more with her but she is so messed up from all of this and that Bloke. Right now she needs all her friends and family and not a man hassling her for more then she can give.
My fear when she left and ran away is that she might do something foolish and try and end it or hurt herself. She is a lot stronger then most give her credit for.
This is just one of her many struggles that she is going to have to go with.
Good on her for fighting she could have given up so easily and said she was done. She didn't and I hope she keeps fighting.

Me just talking out loud.
The sheila and I are friends. Don't get me wrong I would have loved more. Don't come down on her for her choices. She was very up front with me and did say that we were friends and that we were having fun. I know and understand with everything is has got going on in her life she needs friends and not a man hassling her for more then she can give. She is an amazing lady and I will always look at her that way. I can deal with friendship.
By the way Mike is a really nice mate and I wish him well.
:drinktoth

You know as a man I am having a hard time wrapping my head around something. How can some men be so daft as to not see what is right in front of them. This bloke that messed the Sheila up. How does he live with himself.
She ends up in hospital with the devastating disease that could kill her and he can't even muster enough empathy to say, "hey I hope you are doing OK" Nothing. I just talked with her brother and as she was coming to she asked for him. I don't blame her. We are just friends and I would love more with her but she is so messed up from all of this and that Bloke. Right now she needs all her friends and family and not a man hassling her for more then she can give.
My fear when she left and ran away is that she might do something foolish and try and end it or hurt herself. She is a lot stronger then most give her credit for.
This is just one of her many struggles that she is going to have to go with.
Good on her for fighting she could have given up so easily and said she was done. She didn't and I hope she keeps fighting.He was on the other nite, maybe u should ask him sometime.

beer

beer
You should be at work.

He was on the other nite, maybe u should ask him sometime.

Tried mate;
But got the fuck off you bastard response. Don't know why I would have expected any more from him at all. The sheila is so much better off without that bloke messing her life up. She is still a gem and I will always want to protect her as I would any of my friends.
Plus I have a really cute puppy out of the deal.:thumbs:

Yeah, Know what ya mean.
What ya callin the mut.
Shuddabeen.

You should be at work.
i am at work!

Tried mate;
But got the fuck off you bastard response. Don't know why I would have expected any more from him at all. The sheila is so much better off without that bloke messing her life up. She is still a gem and I will always want to protect her as I would any of my friends.
Plus I have a really cute puppy out of the deal.:thumbs:

Don't waste time wondering about that. I am done with that life. He is what he was and don't care. I didn't do what he demanded of me and well I can live with that. I have to many good people in my life to worry about his poor feelings. He will suck it up and find some thing there that might keep his attention or put up with his standards.
The puppy was so cute and I am glad she is company. Did you name her yet?

i am at work!
Right.
Youve got a really great job,
or a really shitty one.

Yeah, Know what ya mean.
What ya callin the mut.
Shuddabeen.

Well my new baby.
Princess came to mind but I really want the sheila to name her.
Aye mate the bloke is thick for sure.

Aussieman, yer not gonna call the mut Princess, give me a break.

Right.
Youve got a really great job,
or a really shitty one.
:thumbs:

Aussieman, yer not gonna call the mut Princess, give me a break.

I second that. She will have her own special little personality and she will let you know what her name should be if you watch her.

woof

One of my fish got named Mortimer 'cause when I adopted him the little bastard looked like I was going to have to flush him shortly... :D (mort in French is death)

Now we think we should rename him Lazarus...

:thumbs:

Did that mean it was greatly shitty :D

Did that mean it was greatly shitty :D
depends on the project i'm working on.

depends on the project i'm working on.

got ya...:thumbs:

Aussieman, yer not gonna call the mut Princess, give me a break.
Aye mate;
Yanking your chain.
I have named her Nakieta.
Well actually the sheila gave her that name and I liked it.

Aye mate;
Yanking your chain.
I have named her Nakieta.
Well actually the sheila gave her that name and I liked it.

Well yah I have good taste, just couldn't accept her as a gift.
;( but she is so beautiful.
Bye all have a great one

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Since I'm the only active member showing on a Sunday morning, maybe I ought to get a life....

hehe well we do have a life.lol
Morning

According to those stats, I think I missed the boat

According to those stats, I think I missed the boat

Not to worry. I'm not doing anything interesting. Trying to get my place in order after the disorder from the last 6 weeks of overtime. I HATE mess and this place got messy.

beer

beer

Coolers but beer works too lol
share!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beer, Pizza (delivered) and good friends

Always Larry.

I had the most amazing weekend with the most amazing man. He makes every day soooooooo special for me. Love yah mike. xoxo

I drank waaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy too much these pass few days. I should be able to not drink for a week and still be drunk. Oy.
I bet if I went to give blood they'd be able to bottle it and sell it in 6 packs.

Pack some up and ship it this way.
Did I tell you I'm a part time vampire?

Pack some up and ship it this way.
Did I tell you I'm a part time vampire?:lolhit:
I'm going to change my ways. No more drinking everynight. Hope fully I can get it to once a week or so.

im bord. ash went 2 mexico with her famly:( i miss her

"Total Eclipse of The Heart" is a good song.

"Total Eclipse of The Heart" is a good song.
cheers on that one mate. It is a favorite of the Sheila's

Was really bored yesterday.
Took a tour round a Canadian warship called The St John, tho they wouldnt let ya look in the interesting bits, and some sailorboy with an M16 kept looking at me.

Was really bored yesterday.
Took a tour round a Canadian warship called The St John, tho they wouldnt let ya look in the interesting bits, and some sailorboy with an M16 kept looking at me.

OK where you be there mister...IN Canada and never told me! Hmmmmm I'm hurt.
OK well I did have company this weekend so I guess it would have cut into that time, but....... Still. lol
I miss him already and he just left. July is a long ways away....not sure how well I am going to do till he transfers here and stays permanently..

No. Shes sitting down in Belfast Docks, leaving tomorrow I think.
One of the crew was telling me they were playing war games in the Baltic, now they just called in to say 'Hi', on the way home.

No. Shes sitting down in Belfast Docks, leaving tomorrow I think.
One of the crew was telling me they were playing war games in the Baltic, now they just called in to say 'Hi', on the way home.
AWWWWWWWWW I see says the blind man....lol

Ok I am the most happiest I have ever been in my whole life.
I don't think life could get much better.....ok there is one thing I would wish away. The ability to be around when I am old and grey and my childrens, children have children.
That might be the only thing that would make my life complete.

Hmmmm, just take it easy ok.

Hmmmm, just take it easy ok.

Always and this is going to be that way. Slow and steady and explore so much new territory. He is an amazing man, whom does not want to push or hurt me. :)
Thanks Paul

sorry jerejerebinks i owe you an apoligy. im going to sumer school now. my techer said i cant write shorthand any more. you were rite.i was mad at you for picking on me.
i miss ash. i wish she wuld come home.:( :( :(

When is Ash coming home littlejoe?

she shuld be home on the 12th. 2 more long days away.

beer

she should be home on the 12th. 2 more long days away.

Very cool, can't wait to hear from her.:woohoo:

OK my weekend completely rocked and omg August can not come soon enough although this weekend did help.. I have the most amazing guy in my life..Does life get any better. For a weekend I forgot I was sick and forgot that lots of parts of my life scare me. Not any more and never again.
Thanks mike xoxoxo

Very cool, can't wait to hear from her.:woohoo:

OK my weekend completely rocked and omg August can not come soon enough although this weekend did help.. I have the most amazing guy in my life..Does life get any better. For a weekend I forgot I was sick and forgot that lots of parts of my life scare me. Not any more and never again.
Thanks mike xoxoxo
what? not mac.ashleigh my gurlfrend. mac is pregnt.

what? not mac.ashleigh my gurlfrend. mac is pregnt.
ok ashleigh is coming home in two days..oh
What mac is what..ok tell the girl to get hold of me ok...please.
give her my myspace if she needs it even..

ok ill tell her.shes at her grndmas.i dont think she has a comptr.blair and alexis r going to bring her cloths for the baby he outgrew. i think i shuld give her back her comptr

we call her friday ill tell her then

I bought a chainsaw and a hockey mask today. Cant wait to tell my sister what I plan on doing with it........