Hummm Have been up for a few hours, Way to early to be up 4:40 am right now and miss my best friend. : ( Well I guess it is only a few days so I guess suck it up buttercup. I think I should try and go back to sleep maybe.
Damn I hate long distance.

Talking in riddles again I see girl.

uggggh

and uggggh again

Talking in riddles again I see girl.

Riddles to whom.. I understand it..
No not ugggggggghhhhhhhhhh
but hummmmmmmmmmmmm.

MacKenzie, no need for embarrassment OR perhaps there is. He posted and I probed a bit...thus it came out. It was all accidental but none the less truthful. Therefore not bad.

As an old girl, I see your embarrassment as a positive thing. Obviously a learning experience for you that you wish had not occurred. No need for you to go into details. You are a part of the community here and as such I for one, and many others will support you in your search for the right path.

Bad things happen to good people MacKenzie. Sometimes bad things become good things when we learn from them. It truly is that simple. Seriously, we chose our path in life.... victim or hero. You have the power. I see the way you write and express yourself. You have power. Use it to make your way girl.
Empower yourself. This can be the best thing that has ever happened to you. Use it. Learn from it and move forward. Something tells me, you CAN do this if you chose.
I'm not mad at joey, but I do wish he didn't tell everyone.

I don't see my embarrasement as a good thing, I think everyone is judging me like people do and I feel like I'm 2 inches tall. I want to run away again but I can't, because then I would be in BIG trouble.
I have to face the problem and I'm scared. I know what I have to do, but it is not going to be easy. I am glad you think I can do it, I am not so sure.

I'm not mad at joey, but I do wish he didn't tell everyone.

I don't see my embarrassment as a good thing, I think everyone is judging me like people do and I feel like I'm 2 inches tall. I want to run away again but I can't, because then I would be in BIG trouble.
I have to face the problem and I'm scared. I know what I have to do, but it is not going to be easy. I am glad you think I can do it, I am not so sure.


You know I have some stuff in my life that has in the past made me run away and run fast. I am getting better. I still feel like running some times. I get scared and have a hard time trusting but you know what there comes a time you need to stand up and take control and not run. Trust me the urge is still there but even when you screw up there are always people who love you and want to be there.
For me my brother is that person. He never lets me run any more and is always there if I really need him. Some days I do need him and he just seems to know it and he calls me. It is weird but I love him with all my heart and couldn't ask for a better hero.

If I can, you can Mackenzie. I have faith in you.
That is something my brother always says to me so I will share. hehe

It's the end of the world as we know it.
My optical mouse took a dump, the scroll wheel doesnt work anymore.
What am I supposed to do?
I cant scroll. I'm totally dysfunctional. I'm lost.
How am I supposed to survive under these conditions?

Mac, Dont worry about your problems. Theyre miniscule in comparison to such a disasterous event as this.

AWWWWWWWWWWWW sorry larry, That sucks

Well I think I will leave soon and turn every thing off and have a hot bubble bath and some wine. Then maybe a good movie and just relax and get rid of this mood I am in.

AWWWWWWWWWWWW sorry larry, That sucks

Well I think I will leave soon and turn every thing off and have a hot bubble bath and some wine. Then maybe a good movie and just relax and get rid of this mood I am in. Need someone to wash your back?

hummm tempting since I have been stood up all day!

The nerve.......
I'll never stand you up.
Unless its to..................

yes yes...I get the picture.
Nope guess he is really busy doing guy stuff. So busy he logged out without saying good bye. But hey yah whatever such is life, NO biggie.

Hummmmmmmmmm wide awake and couldn't sleep much last night or for the last couple nights.. Guess I should wait and here the other side before I get all pissy. Shit happens and so does spring storms. Power comes on and can go off also. Funny how a persons insecurities can mess them up. Yeah and mess them good. OK I am going back to bed for a while and just relax and not think. We should have on off switches for our brains. I could really use one. I can be my own worst enemy. :rolleyes:

there is a whole lot of whatever going through my head right now.

wow! i won the lottery last night!


$5:rolleyes: i think i've used up all my luck.

I miss my best friend.... And they won't be home till tomorrow night hummmmmmmmm Sad...

Got rear ended by an oil delivery truck today, I feel like someone dropped a house on me, Paddys Day cancelled I think zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Got rear ended by an oil delivery truck today, I feel like someone dropped a house on me, Paddys Day cancelled I think zzzzzzzzzzzzz


OMG are you ok? Ok well nice and easy is the order of the week and get it checked out. Yes I know mother hen.

pretty sore, especially my left shoulder and wrist plus the usual, concrete neck, wont be changing gears for a couple of days, thanks for asking

pretty sore, especially my left shoulder and wrist plus the usual, concrete neck, wont be changing gears for a couple of days, thanks for asking

Well you better take it easy there bud. Relax in a warm tub and then a bottle of something to cure what ever ales you. Hope you're going to be OK. Take down names and take no prisoners..

OK well I am just glad you aren't in the hospital or worse. So it is a good day still.

oh had to ask a friend of mine what "craic" meant lol
I will send a pm on that one hehehe..Night and take care

Paul, Sorry to hear you got hit. See a doctor and a lawyer and you'll be just fine

Car accidents suck. Except the only one I was ever in was completely my fault. Ran into the back of someone cause I wasnt paying attention, in my at that time maybe 3-4 month old new car. It was a glancing blow though cause she was turning. Tore up the right front fender pretty good, and she barely got a scratch. Had it fixed up good as new after a week though, thanks Geico :)

Well you better take it easy there bud. Relax in a warm tub and then a bottle of something to cure what ever ales you. Hope you're going to be OK. Take down names and take no prisoners..

OK well I am just glad you aren't in the hospital or worse. So it is a good day still.

oh had to ask a friend of mine what "criac" meant lol
I will send a pm on that one hehehe..Night and take care
OK what does craic mean

OK what does craic mean

Agreed, wtf does criac mean? I looked it up, there is nada for it.

were did u lok it up haha

try this

http:www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=craic

try this

http:www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=craic

awww wtf? i tried urbandictionary, i think i misspelled it lol. craic, not criac, oops.

try this

http:www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=craic

HEHEHE I love this. I asked my british friend who has gone to Uni with a lot of you Irish men type folk hehe.


So Craic= gossip, info on the 411. Getting what is up with you type word.

Like I said, am always saying, 'whats the craic', now you guys dont have to think Im nuts anymore.

What u mean info on the 411

What u mean info on the 411
hehehe we OK me, I never thought you were nuts...OK maybe a little hehehe j/k

OK the 411 is for us in Canada the information number like directory assistance. hehehe
So when some says they are getting the 411 it means getting the information.

You know I have some stuff in my life that has in the past made me run away and run fast. I am getting better. I still feel like running some times. I get scared and have a hard time trusting but you know what there comes a time you need to stand up and take control and not run. Trust me the urge is still there but even when you screw up there are always people who love you and want to be there.
For me my brother is that person. He never lets me run any more and is always there if I really need him. Some days I do need him and he just seems to know it and he calls me. It is weird but I love him with all my heart and couldn't ask for a better hero.

If I can, you can Mackenzie. I have faith in you.
That is something my brother always says to me so I will share. hehe
I have to go to court soon. I'm going to go and tell the truth, no matter what the consequences may be. I know I might make some people angry with me and want to shut me up, but I think it's the best way, to tell the truth and let it work itself out.
I want to get past this and not let it drag me down.

Whats on my mind now is that shortstuff feels she had to move on from this place, I feel sad.

Whats on my mind now is that shortstuff feels she had to move on from this place, I feel sad.
Me too paulc. Did I miss something? Did something happen to make her want to leave here? I feel sad too.

Me too paulc. Did I miss something? Did something happen to make her want to leave here? I feel sad too.
Something happened, but I'm not sure what. It must have been pretty big for her to go to these extremes. I hope she comes to her senses and returns soon.
By the way MacKie, how did your day in court go?

Something happened, but I'm not sure what. It must have been pretty big for her to go to these extremes. I hope she comes to her senses and returns soon.
By the way MacKie, how did your day in court go?
I thought something big must have happened too for her to just leave here. I was hoping she told someone what had happened.

It was reduced to a Class 2 misdemeanor, time served and one year probation. The guy that set me up told the judge the truth. The judge said he had better not see me in front of him again and he won't if I can help it. Jail is scary and I don't want to ever go back there again.
I had to wear the ankle bracelet because I was a flight risk. My dad told them I have a habit of running away. My dad wants me to move back in with them until I finish probation and to get me away from here. I don't want to. I don't want to leave Joey and my friends here and I know if I do he'll be very strict. I wouldn't even be able to have a computer or have any friends over or hang out with anyone. He's really putting the pressure on me. He said if I moved back I won't have to pay him back my bail and fine money, but if I don't I will have too.
Aaarrrggghhhh!

I thought something big must have happened too for her to just leave here. I was hoping she told someone what had happened.

It was reduced to a Class 2 misdemeanor, time served and one year probation. The guy that set me up told the judge the truth. The judge said he had better not see me in front of him again and he won't if I can help it. Jail is scary and I don't want to ever go back there again.
I had to wear the ankle bracelet because I was a flight risk. My dad told them I have a habit of running away. My dad wants me to move back in with them until I finish probation and to get me away from here. I don't want to. I don't want to leave Joey and my friends here and I know if I do he'll be very strict. I wouldn't even be able to have a computer or have any friends over or hang out with anyone. He's really putting the pressure on me. He said if I moved back I won't have to pay him back my bail and fine money, but if I don't I will have too.
Aaarrrggghhhh!
hey, wait a sec! he should have gotten your bail back when you appeared in court!:confused:

how fine was your fine?

My fine was $500. He didn't get all of the bail back, they took a percentage out for filing fees, etc, which he is going to make me pay him back. I plan on staying here and not moving back with them. I'll pay him back eventually.

that's not so bad;)

It is a lot of money to me.

it's a healthy chunk of change to me too, but it's better than $5000 & probation (where they charge you to stay out of jail monthly).;)

My fine was $500. He didn't get all of the bail back, they took a percentage out for filing fees, etc, which he is going to make me pay him back. I plan on staying here and not moving back with them. I'll pay him back eventually.

Hey Mac;

Stand your ground and all will be great. You are a good kid and you will go on and do great things. I have no doubt about that.
Just posting to shake it up and say hi..HI
I am good and all is good. I will pop in and say hi Mac so you can pm if you need to or just leave me messages here.
Take care and be safe.. Littlejoe you make sure to keep her out of trouble. LOL

:) Hi, shortstuff, it is good to see you back.

boobs

beer...as in i wish i had one:(

here

popcorn, as in...."I wish I hadn't" :D

Why are you guys sitting on the pc on a saturday nite,why are you not out,or watching one of those millions of tv channels you get.

Why are you guys sitting on the pc on a saturday nite,why are you not out,or watching one of those millions of tv channels you get.

Saturday night is my stay at home, eat crap, drink wine, talk to my girlfriends and post in my forums night. There's nothing on tv on Saturday night even with over 300 channels, well except for perhaps the five or six movie channels, but I'm off movies right now. Also the man is zzzzzzzzzzz because tomorrow he is going to run a marathon. Christ only knows why. He likes pain or something. This is his last big run before he does the Boston Marathon in 3 weeks.

Why did I eat the whole fucking bowl? I am gonna be sicker than a dog tomorrow. :(

Good on him,I get tired driving 26 miles,lets know how he gets on.
Your right,saturday nite tv is crap,I get about 20 movie channels and about 10 sports channels plus all the over stuff,and there isnt much on that interests me,tho it is pretty late.

Good on him,I get tired driving 26 miles,lets know how he gets on.
Your right,saturday nite tv is crap,I get about 20 movie channels and about 10 sports channels plus all the over stuff,and there isnt much on that interests me,tho it is pretty late.

Yeah it is good on him. Tomorrow is considered just training for Boston. He'll only run 30K or about 2/3 of the course. Just thinking about it makes my muscles ache.

Isn't it almost time to wake up for mass in your neck of the woods...like 4 oclockish? yaaaaaaaaawn

Well it is freaking snowing here right now. Just got my winter tires off my car and put my summers on dammit.... I have a shitty day today. Funeral..How do people deal with them and not get emotionally drained I have no idea. I haven't even gone yet and I am drained. I guess it could be because of who he is to me and what he could have meant to me but never let me or is it me who didn't let him. OK well got to shower and eat. Eating is good. :rolleyes:

Well it is freaking snowing here right now. Just got my winter tires off my car and put my summers on dammit.... I have a shitty day today. Funeral..How do people deal with them and not get emotionally drained I have no idea. I haven't even gone yet and I am drained. I guess it could be because of who he is to me and what he could have meant to me but never let me or is it me who didn't let him. OK well got to shower and eat. Eating is good. :rolleyes:

I dont want a funeral, spread my ashes in the ocean and have a party.

I dont want a funeral, spread my ashes in the ocean and have a party.

I must agree with that one.. Celebrate the life not the death.
I guess I just need to go and see if the image in my mind meets the man that died. Weird.
Oh well got to go have a good day all. Be safe.:rolleyes:

could you get me a beer?:D

could you get me a beer?:D

No but you can bring me one and make sure it is nice and cold and in a glass.
Thanks for being a dear. ;)

No but you can bring me one and make sure it is nice and cold and in a glass.
Thanks for being a dear. ;)
can do:thumbs:

http://www.cbc.ca/gfx/photos/molson_canadianbeerad000627.jpg

Ah man!!

whaaaaat?

could you get me a beer?:D

I bought you one but I drank it, then I drank this other couple's beer. I've had too many. I don't even remember their name's. It was something like tony and koy and somethingorother, can't think ofit. wow, im gonna crash - g'night all. my friend says that I'm a pussy whisky dick since I didn't hook up with any girls tonight. I say she's a big angry pussy, but I'm gone so my word means little. I'll sew you in the mronin' - she's a pussy! she won't ta;lk to other guys at all. hahahhahahaha, I win!!! at what I don't know! I'm a winner! bite me

Beer is for pansies and faries.

I bought you one but I drank it, then I drank this other couple's beer. I've had too many. I don't even remember their name's. It was something like tony and koy and somethingorother, can't think ofit. wow, im gonna crash - g'night all. my friend says that I'm a pussy whisky dick since I didn't hook up with any girls tonight. I say she's a big angry pussy, but I'm gone so my word means little. I'll sew you in the mronin' - she's a pussy! she won't ta;lk to other guys at all. hahahhahahaha, I win!!! at what I don't know! I'm a winner! bite me


hehehe OMG M,
You were a bit drunk there mister hehe.
how is the head feeling this morning?

i think sleepning until 4:30pm might have been a mistake since i have to be at work tomorrow at 8am.

Yeah sleeping to long is not good either. I have had a shitty week but this is a new week, not sure if I started it off right. Have to run got to mail a care package and then going to the daycare and act like a kid again. lol
Have a good day all.

boobs

Big Boobs
Big giant boobs
triple F's sound pretty good right now

36 24 36..if she's 5'3"....baby got back...http://www.clicksmilies.com/s1106/musik/music-smiley-014.gif

..when a girl walks in with an itty-bitty waist and a round thing in yo face you get SPRUNG!

i could really go for a beer right now:(

Well run to the store and fetch us some cold ones..but I need a glass for mine. lol


Nite getting tired now.

It would be nice to go and wash the car.

To cold here to wash the car, sunny and freezing.
Going to get a shower and dressed then cable guy is going to fix this freaking internet that keeps dropping me. It hurts, lol

boobsExactly :)

I'm going home in 48 minutes.

I'm going home in 41 minutes. Jeezzzzz...

Gorgeous day today, got to go running.

it's snowing again here...looks like a white Easter this year:(

about 70 and sunny in eerlando today.

47 here, low 23 tonight. Brrr. Nearly froze in the easter egg hunt outside today.

*I got to sit on the Easter Bunnys lap though!!* :D

Easter egg hunt, did ya drop one in a drift.

We have no snow here, Paul. It was trying to though but quit. It's supposed to warm up Monday, thank goodness.

boobs! oops...wrong person...

Can someone make me a coffee and pick me up a Blizzard with caramel and chocolate chunks... and deliver it...pllllllllllleease!

boobs! oops...wrong person...

Can someone make me a coffee and pick me up a Blizzard with caramel and chocolate chunks... and deliver it...pllllllllllleease!
Awww, I would but I've had a few too many. I ought not drive in this condition.

Make ya a deal. I have an ice cream sandwich in the freezer I'll eat in your honor and drink a beer instead.Good enough?

Awww, I would but I've had a few too many. I ought not drive in this condition.

Make ya a deal. I have an ice cream sandwich in the freezer I'll eat in your honor and drink a beer instead.Good enough?

AAwwwwwwwwwwwww Impy you are such a bud! Thanks. How did that chocolate wafer taste with the beer?

So my response this Sunday morning is.... I wish I had not eaten such a freaking huge helping of the new Hagon Das "banana nut". Ooooooh my gawd it was sooooooo amazing.

However, Sunday morning coming down from my sugar high....it is faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabulous out there. My window is open, the breeze is warm, the sun is shining... the wash is in, the coffee is hot, I have the next two days off. O M G wooooooooooooooo eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!

:doing the happy dance:

AAwwwwwwwwwwwww Impy you are such a bud! Thanks. How did that chocolate wafer taste with the beer?
No prob, sexy. I wouldn't advice it.

Beer is best on an empty stomach.

hmmmmm...I smell ozone...there is a huge storm blowing in. I loooooooove storms...

It rained here today, first time in 3 weeks

ash wnats me 2 go 2 her house. alone.:@@:

ash wnats me 2 go 2 her house. alone.:@@:
don't go! it's a trap!

unless there's a sammich involoved:thumbs:

It rained here today, first time in 3 weeks

Damn our storm was short and fierce. I am on the 8th floor and you could literally see it blow in. Looking down the express way to my left it was a wall of water blowing in sheets. Then to my right, a gentle rain.... then it slowly and steadily moved to the right. You could see the cars hitting their brakes and slowing as they got further into the onslaught.

Now it is clear and the sun is struggling to come out. I looooooooooooove spring storms when they are with a warm front. Gonna cool off though starting tomorrow. :(

boobs

boobs
corey, you only have two things on your mind at any given point in time.

Left and Right

raining and miserable great way to start a week.:rolleyes:

This is tuesday.

corey, you only have two things on your mind at any given point in time.

Left and Right
:thumbs:

This is tuesday.
Zombied through Monday I guess.
Tuesday is not starting off much better.
:rolleyes:

Geicos running around me patio!?!?!!!

Imp.
Is that your Irish accent,
me patio.