I like it.
Thanks ~Sal~
I find great comfort is some wise words some days, other days they are just words on a page.
It is cold today, brrrrrrrrrrrrrr

It's clear as a bell here and bright and sunny and beautiful. Oh and did I mention it is frigging cooooooold as a witches...well ya know.

It's clear as a bell here and bright and sunny and beautiful. Oh and did I mention it is frigging cooooooold as a witches...well ya know.
I hear you on that one..Which part are you from by the way.hehe
It is sunny now but cold as hell. Need a sweater and warm sleepers right now.
HEHE spring might get here eventually...
Got to go to the butcher and get meat and chicken. Tired of my brothers lame idea of food. Oh yah it is sort of eatable but need more variety lol

So me and the barbeque are going to be friends today. lol
Good thing it is not buried outside lol I can still find it hehe

Shit, its dark here, whats going on.

Shit, its dark here, whats going on.

It is called night lol:woohoo: :woohoo:

Right,thought for a minute I was going blind

Right,thought for a minute I was going blind
Are ya blind drunk again... you're ahead of me, I just started my wine.
cheers

Funny you should say that, I was out for a few watching the big game on TV earlier.

I hear you on that one..Which part are you from by the way.hehe
It is sunny now but cold as hell. Need a sweater and warm sleepers right now.
HEHE spring might get here eventually...
Got to go to the butcher and get meat and chicken. Tired of my brothers lame idea of food. Oh yah it is sort of eatable but need more variety lol

So me and the barbeque are going to be friends today. lol
Good thing it is not buried outside lol I can still find it hehe

You want meat...I got meat honey. I am ticked. My girlfriend was coming to dinner. She wanted my meatloaf that I make with V8 juice . Great, fine. I go out, buy the frigging meat which is somewhat of an inconvenience because I don't keep meat in the house. We eat a lot of veggie ground round which is made from tofu.

I make the fucking meatloaf, get it in the oven and riiiiiiiiiiiig goes the phone. Can she just phone me later instead of coming? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Now I have meatloaf happening in the oven, potatoes ready to mash and gravy ready to be made along with steamed broccoli.

Sigh... pour the wine.

If you were closer I'd tell ya to drop by. However I am in Ontario, close to Toronto so I don't think you would make it in time.

Enjoy your BBQ baby.

Ive family in Ontario, u could throw it round tothem

The thîng is, I’vè got Ïðî÷ü õðîíè÷åñêèå on my mind lately, and I can’t figure out where that’s coming from.
Aáîëåçíè, this is frustrating!

Ón ónë hand, thè ñîñòîÿíèÿ çõñtínuès tò bè à sòurçë ðf grèðt
åmusèmênt, but ít's ãlsð à source õf ènõrmõûs pàíñ.

Aæñywày, thâts whåt’s gòíng òn ãròüñd hèrè.
Kíñdå boring, î kñòw.

is it cureable

You want meat...I got meat honey. I am ticked. My girlfriend was coming to dinner. She wanted my meatloaf that I make with V8 juice . Great, fine. I go out, buy the frigging meat which is somewhat of an inconvenience because I don't keep meat in the house. We eat a lot of veggie ground round which is made from tofu.

I make the fucking meatloaf, get it in the oven and riiiiiiiiiiiig goes the phone. Can she just phone me later instead of coming? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Now I have meatloaf happening in the oven, potatoes ready to mash and gravy ready to be made along with steamed broccoli.

Sigh... pour the wine.

If you were closer I'd tell ya to drop by. However I am in Ontario, close to Toronto so I don't think you would make it in time.

Enjoy your BBQ baby.

~Sal~
Wow you did have the day from hell...sorry.
Well got the chicken and cooked it Yah so damn good.
My brother is a vegetarian also so I am used to a lot of veggie stuff and finding ways to you the produce substitutes to make stuff that I like that he will eat. Some of the fake ground beef and burgers are not bad but freak the wiener smell and taste like shit.. so gross...But the things I do for my bro. Love him to pieces.

Yah you are polar opposite of me. Thanks for the invite though.^-.-^

So what is new with me hehe
connecting with old friends and chatting. Loving being home for the time being. Got to go shopping today and take my cousins home. My dog is so crazy this last few days. He was really mad at me being gone for a month and leaving him with my cousin. she spoiled him for me but he was giving me the cold shoulder for a few days, but mention.... want to go for a run and he is all up and ready..hehe

Ok well I am off for a while, chow mien noodles.

http://img235.imageshack.us/img235/4817/boobspm2.gif

http://img235.imageshack.us/img235/4817/boobspm2.gif

just wrong on so many levels not sure where to start.

just wrong on so many levels not sure where to start.
it should have been posted on the Anna Nichole thread:lolhit:

it should have been posted on the Anna Nichole thread

Did her's bounce?

Ive family in Ontario, u could throw it round tothem

Really? What neck of the woods? As for sharing the meatloaf, unfortunately it turned out really, really well so I'll just keep slicing and then chuck her in the freezer. And you simply can't beat mashed potatoes and gravy. I couldn't live without mashed potatoes and gravy!

Glad you're chicken BBQ'd up nicely Shorty. Have you developed any favourite tofu recipes yet?

Yum, mashed potatoes and gravy sound so good right now.

Sunday lunch McK

Really? What neck of the woods? As for sharing the meatloaf, unfortunately it turned out really, really well so I'll just keep slicing and then chuck her in the freezer. And you simply can't beat mashed potatoes and gravy. I couldn't live without mashed potatoes and gravy!
Place called St.Katherines Sal, wait til the meats going off b4 u send it round tho.

Glad you're chicken BBQ'd up nicely Shorty. Have you developed any favourite tofu recipes yet?


hummm not to sure really. He adds it to everything, lol
Some times I don't even know I am eating it as it takes on different tastes.
I do like it in smoothies though. Gives it a different texture.
How about you?


PAUL
Your mean, lol
Yes I know for that hate of canadians lol
Glad I made the cuts hehe
or was I just as cheeky as you Irishmen


Funny how a car accident can change a series of events and make life so out of wack. One day life is good the next your in the hospital then home then months later start to really feel the effects of the accident. Why can't bad things just all happen at once and just kill you and get it over with.

Why can't bad things just all happen at once and just kill you and get it over with.
That's a sad outlook on bad things. Sure it's hard and life's a bitch sometimes, but dying is not the answer.

That's a sad outlook on bad things. Sure it's hard and life's a bitch sometimes, but dying is not the answer.

It means more get over it or and get one with it..NOT DIE

things are not worth death....(people and circumstances)

That's a sad outlook on bad things. Sure it's hard and life's a bitch sometimes, but dying is not the answer.
Sometimes it's hard to find a reason to get out of bed.

Sometimes, life seems senseless.

boobs

Corey baby YOU and your boobs hehe

Ok to clears something up. MY statement, " Why can't bad things just all happen at once and just kill you and get it over with."was like using the saying Just shoot me and get it over with or kill me and let it be done.
It was a statement and was just that and nothing more. It was me talking out load.
I do not want people thinking I endorse killing yourself, let alone post about it. Nothing in life is that bad even if at the time it seems like there is no way out. There is always a way I have come to learn.

Mackenzie girlfriend I do hear what you are saying. Some mornings when a string of bad things keep happening and you don't see the light at the end of the tunnel it can feel that way. Sorry. But with that being said there is always tomorrow and tomorrow might bring someone or some thing special into your life and things won't look so bad. I promise. Plus there is always someone to listen if you need to talk.

i miss driving:(

time and more time but it will happen. You are a fighter not a quiter.
I have faith in you too.

i miss driving:( mike,
youre not the only one. I get the urge every few months to get behind the wheel.
If youre the person I think you are, you'll drive again. It might take a bit to get the coordination down driving with one foot, but you can do it.
We've got a couple of handicapped owner operators that work for us, one with an Allison and the other with an 18 speed (big hole). I'm sure you know others that do the same.
I suggest you try it this spring when the weather is a little more forgiving.
It wont be easy, but it'll get you out of the office

Sometimes it's hard to find a reason to get out of bed.

Sometimes, life seems senseless.
Should you should die, bcause life seems senseless. Pathetic.

Should you should die, bcause life seems senseless.
Life is as senseless as your sentence.


Pathetic.
:rolleyes:

Agreed, it was a bad sentence.

Should you die because your life is senseless?

Agreed, it was a bad sentence.

Should you die because your life is senseless?

OH I agree with the sentence structure. hummmmm

Should you die because your life is senseless? No but unless you have been in their shoes or have felt that there is no way out and no help (even if there is). At that exact moment in time you feel this way and can feel this way. Not everyone has a great sunny outlook and some people can get sucked into that black hole. You can't judge someone unless you have been where they have and seen what they have seen. At a more rational time they would never think of such a thing but we are not always rational all the time.
Have compassion for what others might feel and think and help not criticize them, but help be a solution.

.

Should you die because your life is senseless?

Are you waiting for me to answer this so you can continue to tell me I'm pathetic?

I've heard it all, and worse.

My answer is yes. If someone feels their life is senseless, then I think it's okay if they want to die.

Are you waiting for me to answer this so you can continue to tell me I'm pathetic?

I've heard it all, and worse.

My answer is yes. If someone feels their life is senseless, then I think it's okay if they want to die.

Mackenzie you are not pathetic.. Some have just never walked in your shoes or seen the things you or I may have seen.
I guess some just like to challenge us to think and ponder things more. I understand how you feel and have felt it also. It does get better I promise. Just right now it might fucking suck and suck bad but you will always have people who care. REMEMBER that and trust in that.
Hugs

I know I'm not pathetic, irrelavent maybe.

There comes a time when you just stop caring, when nothing matters anymore. When you stop feeling anything anymore. It's all senseless and without reason or purpose.

I know I'm not pathetic, irrelevant maybe.

There comes a time when you just stop caring, when nothing matters anymore. When you stop feeling anything anymore. It's all senseless and without reason or purpose.
True you can go to that dark place but let people, friends in and you never know what good may come from it. Good things can come out of it. My brother showed me that. You just have to try and trust and let some people in. Not everyone is out to hurt you, honest.

if i wasn't so busy, i'd know how miserable my life is :)

I know I'm not pathetic, irrelavent maybe.

There comes a time when you just stop caring, when nothing matters anymore. When you stop feeling anything anymore. It's all senseless and without reason or purpose.

http://img339.imageshack.us/img339/8861/hugsrg1.gif

I know I'm not pathetic, irrelavent maybe.

There comes a time when you just stop caring, when nothing matters anymore. When you stop feeling anything anymore. It's all senseless and without reason or purpose.
"Those who do not appreciate life do not deserve life." - Jigsaw

mike,
youre not the only one. I get the urge every few months to get behind the wheel.
Hey Ride, are you not driving either?

i miss driving:(
Not being able to drive sucks as it feels like a loss of independence not to mention the inconvenience. It changes everything.

I can't night drive due to a vision problem with light adjustment. When the sun goes down the keys go away. :(

Not being able to drive sucks as it feels like a loss of independence not to mention the inconvenience. It changes everything.

I can't night drive due to a vision problem with light adjustment. When the sun goes down the keys go away. :(
i can drive a car, i just can't drive my 80,000 pound weapon of mass destruction-i have a damaged nerve in my right foot. i can press down on the petals just fine, but i can't lift my foot...which is required by law (and common sense).:(

Are you waiting for me to answer this so you can continue to tell me I'm pathetic?

I've heard it all, and worse.

My answer is yes. If someone feels their life is senseless, then I think it's okay if they want to die.
you need a puppy!

you need a puppy!


or a me :)

Hey Ride, are you not driving either?
Sal, I gave up driving a truck several years ago. After almost 20 years behind the wheel, I figured it was time to hang up the keys and drive a desk. I still have my Class A with all endorsements, and can still back up a set of doubles. I just have no intention of doing it again as a profession. When you have it in your blood, it's real hard to turn your back on it.

It is almost 6:00am and I haven't slept yet. I think I may have said something to someone tonight that hurt them or made them sad. I should just learn not to keep going when I know I should not say any thing. I should know they don't really want to know that answer to the question they ask. Damn I hate when I leave like that and feel there is some thing wrong. Maybe it is just that I need sleep/ OK night all off to bed and hope that I can sleep.

Shorty,
This avatar's cute, but I like the other one better

My toliet is stopped up and there is no plunger in the janitor closet, wtf!

Shorty,
This avatar's cute, but I like the other one better

Yeah well it was a nice one and liked it but got a bit to much attention and not in a way that I liked..:rolleyes:
I think I will go with more the cute and cuddly look for a while...and save hot and sexy for some where else. :@@:

and can still back up a set of doubles.

I wouldn't have guessed that was even possible.

What is on my mind this moment:

Why does this thread exist?

you need to go do some work dude

boobs

you dont wanna know

Is this someone u work with hc

Is this someone u work with hc

hmmm. i guess there is a nice set or 2 here at work.


i'm just generally thinking about boobs :)

looks at Corey with shifty eye :@@:
Well sorry but less is more

My head hurts need Tylenol or is it being over tired. hummmmm
Maybe I need to go kill things lol
Yeah that might work too.
Have a good day and I am off to subject creatures to pain and domination lol

looks at Corey with shifty eye :@@:
Well sorry but less is more

My head hurts need Tylenol or is it being over tired. hummmmm
Maybe I need to go kill things lol
Yeah that might work too.
Have a good day and I am off to subject creatures to pain and domination lol


:) i like both less and more :)

:) i like both less and more :)
hehe ok makes a mental note lol
Hides now though.
LMAOROTFL

i can drive a car, i just can't drive my 80,000 pound weapon of mass destruction-i have a damaged nerve in my right foot. i can press down on the petals just fine, but i can't lift my foot...which is required by law (and common sense).:(

Hmmm, I donno, I would love to put you in front of a few people then... ;)
Sorry ya can't drive your baby though.

Sal, I gave up driving a truck several years ago. After almost 20 years behind the wheel, I figured it was time to hang up the keys and drive a desk. I still have my Class A with all endorsements, and can still back up a set of doubles. I just have no intention of doing it again as a profession. When you have it in your blood, it's real hard to turn your back on it.
Ah okay, your post along with Mike's makes more sense now. I also hear you about the "blood thing". I have retail in my blood...I will likely never retire and even though my job no longer requires me to sell I tell MY boss I am a better boss if I still do all the ground work...meaning I still sell once in a while. He bought the story... :) I can't imagine ever not being able to just "go for it" on the sales floor, even if I have to race a junior staff member to do so. They take it in stride especially if I let them count it towards their quota.

hmmm. i guess there is a nice set or 2 here at work.


i'm just generally thinking about boobs :)
Maybe you will just have to get a set of your own... then you can even touch without fear of reprisal... hehe...

Why does this thread exist?

So that Lionel can ponder the mysteries of backing up a truck with two trailers attached.

So that Lionel can ponder the mysteries of backing up a truck with two trailers attached.
Thats an understatement

I wouldn't have guessed that was even possible.
Check with your local trucking association and see when the next rodeo is held. You'd be amazed at what some of these guys are capable of. And then wonder why there's so many idiot drivers on the road.

:) i like both less and more :)
i prefer "accessibility":D

Listen to you boys hummm maybe we girls should make a thread on what we want from a man or what is good for a man to have before we look. lol
Went shopping.. surprise a girl who likes to shop, lol
I got Lady Vengeance, Deer hunter, Crank, The Covenant, Another public enemy, The Guardian.
Oh and a cd lol

I want some cookies...and to play Mario Kart.

Check with your local trucking association and see when the next rodeo is held. You'd be amazed at what some of these guys are capable of.

How about the triples I see on the turnpike?

How about the triples I see on the turnpike?
I imagine there's someone out there that can back up a set, but I'm not one of em. I personally think that was the worst piece of legislature to have ever been put into affect. That and the new hours of service regulations.

I imagine there's someone out there that can back up a set, but I'm not one of em. I personally think that was the worst piece of legislature to have ever been put into affect. That and the new hours of service regulations.
i thought the "luxury vehicle" tax was....along with deregulating trucking. everyone and their brother that lost their factory job has a CDL now.:rolleyes:

Well I am wide awake..... trying to sleep.
Thinking and wondering about life..
Why does it have to be so hard some times?
Can't anything just be simple and easy?
Trust, I guess in the end is what it comes down to and if you can give that unconditionally.
Belief, that you can ask someone anything and they will answer.
Fear, wow that one is a big one. Not to let your fears rule your life.
Live, live as if you had to leave tomorrow and wouldn't be back.
Love, Love as if you couldn't love any more and just relax.
Faith, Faith that they will always be there, even in the tough times.
Friends, Friends to always believe in you and be there when you need a shoulder to cry on, rant to and just make you smile.

OK I am not making a lot of sense right now and that is OK I know what I am trying to say and I guess that is all that matters and that I will always keep my word and promises.

i thought the "luxury vehicle" tax was....along with deregulating trucking. everyone and their brother that lost their factory job has a CDL now.:rolleyes:
I cant argue that point, other than the ones that didnt get CDL's wound up as painters of carpenters. Have you noticed that of all the newbies to the trucking experience havent bothered to get a hazmat endorsement? It's because the factory criminals cant pass the Homeland Security background check thats now required.

Well I am wide awake..... trying to sleep.
Thinking and wondering about life..
Why does it have to be so hard some times?

OK I am not making a lot of sense right now and that is OK I know what I am trying to say and I guess that is all that matters and that I will always keep my word and promises.
Shorty, You might think youre not making sense, but it made perfect sense to me.
Thats beautiful.
Can I steal it?

I cant argue that point, other than the ones that didnt get CDL's wound up as painters of carpenters. Have you noticed that of all the newbies to the trucking experience havent bothered to get a hazmat endorsement? It's because the factory criminals cant pass the Homeland Security background check thats now required.
i let my hazmat endorsement go, it wasn't worth the paperwork to renew it.

i like it here. this place is great 4 a laugh.

i let my hazmat endorsement go, it wasn't worth the paperwork to renew it.
Thats what a lot of drivers have done, and are still doing. They dont want the extra BS, pay the 350 for the background check, or drive around with a target on their truck saying "pull me over and write me a ticket because I dont have any idea what I'm doing".

I know that the underlying reason for the endorsement was to limit the number of drivers that could move hazardous to higher quality drivers. With the Homeland stuff added to it, even the quality drivers are bailing out. I must get 10 calls a day asking me if I can move some wierd ass hazmat load somewhere, and all I can tell em is yes, but you dont want to pay what I'm going to charge you.

Shorty, You might think youre not making sense, but it made perfect sense to me.
Thats beautiful.
Can I steal it?

Thanks Larry;

YOU sure can and I thank you.

Holy shite its cold in here....

today was a good day:D

after spotting the 1st convertible of spring...i took my Mustang for a spin:drive:

Chris Tucker screams like a girl.

that he does!

boobs

Truth and honesty always win.. Trust that honesty will come out of the truth.
Tired and talked out...need sleep. Night all.

I think I can now safely say,
"HUH?"

I think I'm gonna take a ride into Santa Monica and go sing some karaoke.
I'm about half lit, have a hair up my ass, and have an incessant need to go dance on a bar.

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{{{hclager}}} thank you.

I need an attack dog, Ride4life, not a puppy. :)

Hooah

{{{hclager}}} thank you.

I need an attack dog, Ride4life, not a puppy. :)
how about both?....

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no tennis ball is safe from him:D

{{{hclager}}} thank you.

I need an attack dog, Ride4life, not a puppy. :)
I think that was Mikey that said that.
But I'll let you borrow Rocket for a while, if you think you can handle a neurotic Dobie that thinks he's a cat.

I think that was Mikey that said that.
But I'll let you borrow Rocket for a while, if you think you can handle a neurotic Dobie that thinks he's a cat.
we're so old, we're interchangable:(

Aww, he's adorable, Mike. Sorry, ride4life. Neurotic Dobie, huh? hahaha.

Aww, he's adorable, Mike. Sorry, ride4life. Neurotic Dobie, huh? hahaha.
you wouldn't be thinking that if it was you he was waking up at 3am by poking you in the face with a tennis ball:mad:

haha, Mike.

Ummm. I'm so embarrassed, that's what's on my mind. I see joey told everyone I got in trouble.
I'm on home arrest and probation until I go to court and find out more. My father paid my fine and bail. I was set up and had drugs in my possesion and got busted for it, my first time offense. I don't want to go into too many details, Joey lives here with us and I'd rather not talk about it anyway.

haha, Mike.

Ummm. I'm so embarrassed, that's what's on my mind. I see joey told everyone I got in trouble.
I'm on home arrest and probation until I go to court and find out more. My father paid my fine and bail. I was set up and had drugs in my possesion and got busted for it, my first time offense. I don't want to go into too many details, Joey lives here with us and I'd rather not talk about it anyway.
that was you!?

i had no idea:@@:

Mackenzie:
Shit happens. If we were all judged by our pasts we would all be very lonely. OK some of you are but what I want to say is It is OK it doesn't change things. Keep posting and things will start coming together eventually. Things can start to pile up and you can feel lost but know you do have friends that care.
Joey, he is young and cares.


How am I feeling right now. Happy, excited but a bit scared. Change can be good, love can be great but fear of failure can be stronger then all the good feelings some times.
Our minds are a scary place to get lost in. Thinking can be our undoing.
You sometimes just have to fight it and say, I am a good person and I deserve to finally dream and wish and take what you have always wanted.

haha, Mike.

Ummm. I'm so embarrassed, that's what's on my mind. I see joey told everyone I got in trouble.
I'm on home arrest and probation until I go to court and find out more. My father paid my fine and bail. I was set up and had drugs in my possesion and got busted for it, my first time offense. I don't want to go into too many details, Joey lives here with us and I'd rather not talk about it anyway.

MacKenzie, no need for embarrassment OR perhaps there is. He posted and I probed a bit...thus it came out. It was all accidental but none the less truthful. Therefore not bad.

As an old girl, I see your embarrassment as a positive thing. Obviously a learning experience for you that you wish had not occurred. No need for you to go into details. You are a part of the community here and as such I for one, and many others will support you in your search for the right path.

Bad things happen to good people MacKenzie. Sometimes bad things become good things when we learn from them. It truly is that simple. Seriously, we chose our path in life.... victim or hero. You have the power. I see the way you write and express yourself. You have power. Use it to make your way girl.
Empower yourself. This can be the best thing that has ever happened to you. Use it. Learn from it and move forward. Something tells me, you CAN do this if you chose.